SOLO

hello(:
let's talk about yesterday!
well morning, i had to wake up freaking early casue there was tournament
it was alright i guess
my average improved from c div(:
tournament's average: 108
sec school league: 137 :D
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHA. yay!
anyways after that had tuition and i took 2 hours to go through my whole chinese test paper
lols xD
afterwards headed to ee ada's house.
ATE PIZZA :D
and the sorted out door gifts and souveniers for the party
and i tied the ribbons until my hand pain
so whoever is going please treasure the gift well!
most of us wanted to anyhow do cause like if you received a gift you wouldn't really care if the outside is nice right?
lols. then we all watched michael jackson's concert together(:
it was so awesome
and although he was a weirdo who totally freaked me out, you gotta admit he's talented :D
so HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MJ(:
R.I.P the king of pop :D

lols. yeah then went to che stacey's house to wait for mama
she took damn long but then i looked through all of her photo albums(:
its so scary seeing everybody when they were babies
HAHAHAHAHAAH
i still get shivers down my spine
teeehee xD
and i saw my grandma!
freaked me out man ><
lols
oh i better go now, need to go kong's house

byebye(:
ameliadawson

P.S FISICHELLA GOT POLE! can you freaking believe it? i can't.
LOLS XD


btw. this song solo by demi lovato can't get out of my head. lols
here's the lyrics :

Solo lyrics

You sing to me
and in your words i hear the melody
but in the twilight it's so hard to see
what's wrong for me

i cant resist
until you give the truth a little twist
as if you're ganna get away with this
you're not sorry

i can't believe i fell for this

i fell through the hole
down at the bottom of your soul
didn't think you would go
solo
look at what you've done
you're losing me here's what you've won
got me ready to go
solo
solo

you sang to me
too bad you couldn't even stay on key
if real life is such a mystery
why didn't you just stick to a-acting it
oh
here we go again
you couldn't find my number until when
you thought that you could get to my best friend
without a script your game is lacking

i can't believe i fell for this

i fell through the hole
down at the bottom of your soul
didn't think you would go
solo
look at what you've done
you're losing me here's what you've won
got me ready to go
solo

i gotta go out to a party you know
i've got to walk around with you on my arm
cause now i have to admit your done
good luck trying to fight back

i didn't think you would go solo
look at what you've done
you're listening to what you want?
got me ready to go
solo
solo oh
you've got me ready to go solo
solo

COLLIDE

why is it everytime i talk to him i get goosebumps?
and then im the stupid girl who tries to help him win the hearts of others.
so im left here wondering what i did wrong and how im suppose to win his
i tell him there are other people out there who deserve him
and yet he forgets the one talking to him
sigh, he'll never know the truth cause im too scared to say it out loud
and yet, my whole body wants to scream it our from every pore
jeez, i need to get a life

anyways, i got a hacking cough!
its so awesome cause tomorrow is tournament D:
and then i have to go today ee ada's house for the invitations
SIGH
and plus i think ppl are avoiding
isn't that awesome?
MAN AMELIA STOP BEING PARANOID
i just dunno what to do now a days
i need to do so many things in my life
if not everythinng is gonna be even worse
isn't that awesome?

OKAY. I GOT LOOK AT THE POSITIVE SIDE
sigh......
anyways, im sorry about the last post
it keeps getting screwed up.
blogger is totally pissing me off man D:
like i dunno why there are such big gaps between the pictures
oh and i was looking throught the flairs and it totally suits me
it shows a sad cat and it says "okay! okay! i'll stop talking about twilight"
totally is how i would say something
HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAAHAH
okays i gotta go
im gonna go see the doctor

byebye
ameliadawson

LOVE DRUNK

hello(:
i have used the com in soooooo long.
i got no social life man D:
im super duper sad loh, its like everyday stay back to do project work and we finally finished it today!
YESYESYES (:
its damn cool loh. it can actually work
teehee ><
so tmr only need to do the finishing touch ups!
but that means i can't go for training, and i got tournament on saturday morning. SHITZ.
saturday is gonna be damn packed lah.
and i can't go resonate D:
so sad man.
but like in the morning, got tournament
then straight after eat lunch and chiong to tuition
and after that must go che ada's house to do aunty amy's birthday invitations again D;
at least they're very nice!
and plus it means got good food(:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA
ee ada's food is totally awesome yknow!
there's like pasta and cheesey tuna melts. WHOOHOO
lol >.<
so let's talk about today!
hmm....it was a nomal day. i very nearly fell asleep during art.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
sorry lah. the teacher got the weird voice that is like a word lullaby. TEEHEE
anyways, than the whole day was super boring cause i didn't read chosen D:
stupid lah i promised lynette that i won't read till she read
but she read untamed so i just started :D
LOL
i read the end of chosen and i read until i got pissed off at loren blake.
and lynette loves him but once she read she'll be upset too.
HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA
anyways, lynette, valerie and me make up triplets :D
teehee. we all read the same book
always got the same results for test and out hand rightings are almost alike. they'er round and big.
TEEHEE.
its awesome (:
im no. 2! whoo hoo
anyways, i gotta go now.
need to study cause tonight got singapore idol!
and got im a celebrity get me out of here(:
YAY.


byebye,
ameliadawson







P.S here is an awesome pick of my obsessions for you. LOLS xD



























new moon (:

















































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look at zac efron and his six-pack for his new movie :D


























































and here's my future husband!





























































house of night ! (:




























































and who doesnt love harry potter! ><

HOW DID YOU GET HERE UNDER MY SKIN?

hello :D
just got back from church!
lols. BCC rocks(:
thanks jo for inviting me, you brought me closer to god and it's made my life so much better
oh and clara had her eye operation yesterday.
FEEL BETTER CLARA! ILY(:
anyways, today at church talked about dilligence
it made me feel damn guilty cause i was neglacting god for a DAMN long time
but now he's in focus in my picture again.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. sorry inside joke!
actually only david knows what im talking about.
lols xD

well, tonight got the VALENCIA QUALIFYING
renault is allowed to race!
YAY!
beatrice must be damn happy(:
lols. both of us are making fun of alonso's new partner!
( piquet finally has been fired after the 1001 crashes he had)
his hair is like orange right, and looks like it exploded!
and im not joking, its sticking out in all directions
TEEHEE xD
oh and i forgot to say something about church today,
during praise and worship that was one part where it said god of jacob
and i was thinking JACOB BLACK and i started laughing to myself it was such a hilarious sight
thank goodness no one was looking at me
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH

oh i bought the whole house of night series(:
it's about........ VAMPIRES!!!!!!!!!
hahahahaha jenisa let me borrow the book but i was so addicted yesterday after the briefing, i went to go buy(: AHAHAHAHAAH
oh and btw, briefing was SUPER BORING
except for the part they were talking about history and literature
lols
yknow choo jia say she wanna take pure lit :D
HAHAHAHAH
and my mum talked to mrs raj,
i really hope i can get in man D:
PRAY FOR ME PEOPLE!
lols xD
i gotta go now.
need to study for lit

byebye
ameliadawson(:

P.S i wanna give you this haiku from betrayed, its so nice and means alot to me

cream and silk as one
how i long to taste and touch
the moon watches us

yknow cause of this book i might get over twilight........or i just might find a new obsession
HAHAHAHAAHAH

THROW ALL OF YOUR STUFF AWAY

im sososososo tired man.
life stinks D:
today was just so BLAH.
like okay we had english test which is so sad
but the only good thing about it was the topic
guess what it was on? :D
IT WAS ON VAMPIRES!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH WHOO HOO WHOO HOO(:
celebrate good times come one!
teehee ><
anyways, i think im gonna fail that!
i did so badly for the compositions man.
it is continuosuly pissing me off.
i very NEARLY failed my science electricity test.
i PRAYPRAYPRAY that i get to do biology next year man. physics will kill me slowly from the inside out.
sighhhhhhhhh
tomorrow there is a literature test D:
im soooooooo gonna suck again.
wish god could make it all better man
oh and plus after that its gonna be a long night.
yknow why? there's streaming briefing ):

oh and today stayed back to do PROJECT WORK
i very nearly fell asleep but then choo jia finally came.
LOLS xD
and we went to see mr chua and the idea he came up with was pretty good. HAHAHAHAHA
the monday to thursday we have to build man
i have no more social life.
sighhhhhhh
well i gotta go.
gotta scan notes for choo jia and hui er and plus i have to study man. SHITZ


byebye
amelia

i watched the new trailer again :D

GET A CLUE

omg
work is starting to pile up and im just going to die from stress one day
i cant wait for JC, it'll be WORSE
sighhhhh life is so suckish man.
today training totally sucked man
113
149
116
i hate everything!
including the second game man D:
and plus, i still have to do maths homework that was poorly explained by sir goh,
i have to do STUPID ART
then i have to study for chinese ):
and if there's time i have to do my homework which piled up while i was absent
and i haveto study for english and lit that's on the rest of the week
AAAAAAAAARRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH
i wanna pull my hair out

why can't god magically make it all better D:
argh.
i better go
i only came online to print photos for the dot homework

byebye
amelia

btw, his nickname is really his nickname on msn! HAHAHAHAHA ><
and plus new moon got a new trailer :D

oh well,
feels like i lost a friend.
i feel like it is all my fault
and yet..........it isn't all my fault
but i guess in life you can't blame anyone for your mistakes but yourself
right god?
mmmhmmm!
what's a girl to do?
sighhhhhhhhhh
i shall post more when i get home

amelia(:

btw, i dun suck at guitar hero anymore :D

SURPRISE!

today i actually learnt the value of money
my mum was explaining to me about how one of her colleagues teaches his son to be thrifty
anyways, so her colleague is a partner and he is filthy rich
and when i say filthy rich,
i mean if he spends it on louis vutton, yves st laurent products
and spends the money anyhow,
they'll still have enough for another two generations.
you understand how filthy this dude is now?
lols. anyways
this guy grew up with his dad as a durian seller so he didn't always get everthing he wanted
so even though this guy is now so stinking rich, he lives in a HDB flat
drives a normal car
and the son only gets to do certain things if his grades are up to standard
this guy is damn good at disciplining his son man.....
it scares me D:
i shall do this to my children to teach them(:
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

so anyways, today was jannelle's party.
she so stupid man. JKJK
with all the clues, she can still not notice anything.
the plan was for some ppl to meet her at lot 1,
then the rest go her house to prepare the party.
so the person who is preparing is to let jannelle think she's going but let jannelle call her and make her think she forgot.
that person was suppose to ms leongjiaying, but she was sick D:
so i took over
and i got so panicky man cause jannelle kept smsing me the whole of today and yesterday
then when she called me i was with lynette and we were both LMAOing the whole time yknow
it was so funny
then desirae, lynette and i were at the house preparing everything while ivie, xintian and jannelle's church friends when to lot1

then ivie tell wrong info. lols xD
she tell us they taking the lift already but they were actually still in bus.
HAHAHAHAHAHA
then we decided to hide in her room and i was trying to hide under her bean-bag but i was suffocating man.
LOLS
so in the end just hide by her cupboard and when she came in we threw balloons at her face and shouted BOO!
and she screamed like a little girl and it was sooooooooo funny.
teehee ><

then ate LOADS of foods
and watched wild child
oh and did i mention, we video called joanne and let her see the whole thing. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
it was so funny
oh and jannelle's present was an umbrella with notes written on it(:
teeheeheeheehee!

oh i gtg!
my mama is calling me

byebye
ameliadawson(:


p.s zac efron had cut his hair for his new movie, the life and death of charlie st cloud
its damn nice but he looks like rob pattz D: well at least he washes his hair. SUCK ON THAT ROBERT PATTISON. lols xD

TOO MUCH DOSAGE

joanne! get well soon honey! i love you(:
lols.
just wanted to wish jo well :D
and now what i want to post about! i've gotten too much dosages of taylor lautner and zac efron
im about to pass out from all the hotness
my head is spinning like siao man!
hahahahahahahahaahah
for taylor launter click here :
http://www.etonline.com/gallery/2009/08/77393/index.html?x=32&y=29&photo=8
makes you wanna die right?
then zac efron :
http://www.etonline.com/gallery/2009/08/77393/index.html?x=40&y=62&photo=32

hahahahahah. they were at the teen choice awards which i watched yesterday(:
zac efron won 3 awards (:
-best rock star moment
-best actor for a comedy
-best actor for a musical
TEEHEE xD
and taylor lautner won for the fresh face male award(:
can you believe twilight won 11! ELEVEN awards?
what does it prove?
it proves that TWILIGHT is freaking awesome thats what is proves
HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH.
im so high right now
sarah khoo is giving me too much dosages man
im gonna die pretty soon from this hottie overdose.
teehee ><

omg sarah just let me see smthing
its so scary
i just realised how much some ppl can change.
its freaking me out D:

anyways, to try and get rid of that out of my mind, i wanna talk about today!
we finally finished building the dial cleaner!
im so proud of ting and choops man
we all did such a great job :D
its so cool man
all we have to do now is attach the head and find a way to stick the thing to a wall

lols. and to end of, here is a taylor lautner heaven :D
http://www.eonline.com/uberblog/b139193_A__i_New_Moon__i__Cover_Without_Robert_Pattinson_.html

teeheehee><
im so crazy!

byebye
ameliadawson(:

taylor lautner(:

OMGGGGGGG
they released a new version of the new moon trailer!
DAMNNNNNN nice(:
well maybe im being a little bit biased since im such a HUGE twilighter plus the fact that im sure im mrs taylor lauter :D
teeheehee
im so retarded!
i need help(:
anyways if you wanna watch go youtube and you'll be able to find it under the heading "14 second sneak peek of new moon trailer"
OMG only 4 more days till ECLIPSE(: begins fimling(:
and only 3 months and 7 days till new moon comes out!!!!!!
that is thats only 98 days (:
lets pray i can wait and i don't try and steal a pirated version from hollywood! TEEHEE xD
this one's gonna be damn alot better and here are a few reasons why:
1. they changed the tint to gol instead of blue from twilight so everyone doesn't look so deadly pale now(:
2. edward leaves bella = LESS ROBERT PATTISON + MORE TAYLOR LAUTNER
3. the make up is sooooooo much better done!
4. kristen steward doesn't wear a wig so she doesn't look retarded anymore!
5. ashley greene isn't wearing one either in this movie(:
6. taylor lautner is shirtless
7. taylor lautner is shirtless
8. taylor lautner is shirtless
9. taylor lautner is shirtless
10. oh and did i forget to mention? TAYLOR LAUTNER TAKES OFF HIS SHIRT :D

yeah! lols. im watching the teen choice awards now although im suppose to be studying
but i need a break from working so hard today ok!
we had a english test which was pretty fun to write(:
and a stupid science test that i know im definitely gonna fail! D:
and plus, i stayed back to do project work and the dial cleaner is actually turning out pretty well(:
lols. oh and i just found out something, yong ming's sister is friends with mrs tan! how small is this world man! HAHAHAHAHAHA
so awesome :D
i cant wait for resonate(:
but then saturday is gonna be like jammed pack for me.
SHIT.
sighhhh, like im not joking man.
first i THINK must go for walk-a-jog, then must go do PW presentation, the tuition, the resonate, then aunty evelyn's housewarming party!
i hope i don;t die halfway through the day.
dammit.
anyways im gonna go watch TCA '09

byebye
ameliadawson(:

more and more!

OOPS.
i forgot some people yesterday so here goes :D

no.8
YOOOO captain! you're totally awesome man! i'm glad that your ours cause your super duper responsible and although you may sometimes be overly that, i still think you're an awesome friend and i know that you'll definitely not judge me even if i talk WAYYYYY too much crap or obsess over twilight, harry potter, taylor lautner, zac efron or WHATEVER NONSENSE in the world (: so thank you very very much for always being my friend no matter what! MUAH! ve yeah!

no. 9
HELLO(: you rock man! you actually listened to me and starting to read harry potter! YAY! :D hahahahahahaha. you must faster faster read chamber of finish and ALLLLLLL the way to the last book ok???? then i can talk with you deep into the night about it and we can skip sleep talking about nonsense. hahahahahah. WHOO HOO. sounds do inviting(: thank you for always being my friend doll! you rock so much. totally awesome man you(: i love you <3

and now i need to go do revision 7 before i get in trouble with mr goh AND i have to go study for the science test(even though im about to fail) TEEHEE ><

byebye
ameliadawson(:

dedications

HELLO (:
okays, although im suuposed to be studying right now and
not supposed to be on the computer right now, i got really tempted cause i was in the midst of
printing the reply slip for the meet the parents thingy. lols
oh and i just wanted to dedicate a few things to people(:
no names. nothing. if you know its you, then thank god! hahahah
if not, who cares! teehee ><

no.1
i just read your blog and im so touched and pleased to have you as a friend
and that offer you just made to me, hilarious but im seriously thinking about it(:
HAHAHAHAHHAHA.
you are there for me no matter what and i know that if there's no one to turn to, there's
always you and you won't judge me by being anything else but ME. so thank you very much!
and no matter what, i won't judge you either and i only love you for you <3 i also wanna thank you for bringing me closer to god again(: im so glad he brought us together :D btw, no matter what you think about or obsess about, im still gonna love you SOSOSOSOSO much. also, i wanna thank you for helping me to get over my potty mouth habit(: it got so bad that day that i got in trouble with my grandfather. TEEHEEHEE. you rock. and when you're down, im only a phonecall away! :D

no.2
oh honey, you are my little squeaky toy and everytime i poke you, the other side of singapore can probably hear you squeaking! HAHAHAHAHAH xD anyways, just wanted to tell i love you very much and i wanted to thank you SO much for helping me get through those tough times when i just wanted to jump off a cliff (like bella! TEEHEE) but you were there to comfort me and im so glad to have you as a friend. thank goodness your sister asked you to come to st. margs (:
btw, even when you're stoning, or thinking about HC or domo, i still love you xD

no. 3
my fellow twilighter! (: you rock your socks off bcos you love twilight just as much as me xD and although in our clique you are the boy obsessed one, i'll love you no matter what(: whenever we have our results of boredem conversations, i continuosly end up laughing my ass off and im so happy that we're friends and can have this awesome friendship :D its so nice to have you whenever everyone else starts ignoring me bcos i start talking about twilight(: HAHAHAHAHA. so its terrific always having you as my friend. ILY :P

no. 4
my darling emo-er. you never fail to start going into your own little world and start singing songs and continuosly tao me on msn bcos your busy playing your guitar but i still love you anyways(: when you were sick i was so scared that i was gonna lose you that i even cried you idiot! i cant believe you can still laugh about it! ><>.<

no.5
hey, although you may sometimes think that i dont care for you, i love you VERY VERY much. you may think that i only notice you when you seem down or are acting different but inside i care for you alot. we just get caught up in all these werid situations and sometimes the wrong impression of my intentions comes up so just wanted to let you know that you're an awesome friend and i'll always be your shopping buddy so don't cancel on me again ok doll! we must have many more webcam sessions okay (:

no.6
DOC! you are so awesome(: its great having you as a listening ear and being my therapist to always give me advice and share our problems with each other :D never ever forget that i'll be a listening ear for you too and i'll love you no matter what! i love your crazy phsycotic attitude and the most important thing im waiting for right now is our date on 20th november! and i shall apologise now, 3 months in advance for all the screaming and talking that i'll continuosly doing during it. TEEHEE >< i love you doc(: its nice to know i always have you as a companion! and please don't give up on me when im in need! cause it means you just might give up your dream on marrying mr adam lambert. HAHAHAHAHAHA

no.7
MY HARRY POTTER SISTER! you rock man! you never fail to make me laugh at school everyday and in the mrt when we sms each other (: i love you soooo much man. and you're one of the few ppl that i obsess over harry potter with so appreciate it ok? im always here if you need to talk too. and i love how the spider was creeping all of us out today! lols. i love yeah! ACCIO HAGRID! xD

no. 8
hello my sweet heart(: its been a LONGGG time since we had a chat. and the last time i probably saw you was.....youth day right? when we had our day of shopping, eating and chatting about the good old days and creating new ones that i'll never in my life forget(especially with my memory. lols) you rock honey and i'll always cherish the little time we spend together. im sooooo excited for the trip we're gonna take at the end of the year(: it'll be an awesome bonding time. so my little gossip buddy, i love you soooooooo much! please never forget it :D

hahahahahaha. that's it. short and sweet and now im off to go do finish my homework. teeheehee ><

zai jian!
ameliadawson(: