im damn bored and that day i wrote this stupid short story but i wanna share it so here we goooo:


The cold and harsh wind was felt all around the train station as people stood here and there, either waiting for the arival or departure of a train. The breeze did not take predujuice on who it blew against or what it made fly away, all it did was fly freely, reliefing people from this boiling, humid day for mere seconds. And in this array of chaos as hats left their owners, as dresses flew up and as papers were sent aghast, there a sat a young woman, sitting on a rusty old bench by herself, positioned exactly in the middle so that she would be in view of the arrival sign and the large wall clock which hung smartly above the entrance of the station.

Upon her lap sat a wooven basket which she held tightly in her arms. She bit down on her lip, hard. Like someone would do in a nervous situation, she peered around her as if looking for someone or something that seemed to have not arrived. She began to grew more anxious as time passed and began shaking her leg in impatience, but as soon as she realised how unladylike she was acting, she immediately slapped herself and sat up straight, trying to regain the pride she lost as people saw how she behaved.

Worried and more worried she became as even more time passed and she looked at the basket lying in her arms, as if she was trying to burn a hole through it in order to get a peek at its contents. And when she could no longer control her actions, she could not help but lift the lid of the basket and smile at what she saw. She stared at it longingly and slowly tears began to well up in her eyes. They swam in the amber pool and when they could no longer be held, they began to overflow and stream down her face leaving behind marks of make-up.

Once the young woman realised that she had been crying, she promptly closed the lid and removed her handkerchief from her pocket and dabbed at her face. She blew her nose and branished a mirror, checking her face in order to see whether she looked well and in order. But she couldnt do it, just as she was about to close her mirror, tears began to collect again and continued to trickle down her face. She put her head down, trying to hide her face. But her sadness and tears could not be hidden from the view of a little girl.

The girl stared at her and tilted her head to oneside. She tugged at the bottom of her mother's dress and pointed to the weeping woman. "Mama, mama!" she said, "Why's the pwetty ladeh cwying?" Her mother ignored her, busy talking to a train conductor and questioning him on the situation of her delayed train. The girl, with her doll in tow, walked towards the woman and pulled at the hem of her dress. "Lady, why are you crying?" she said staring at her.

The woman looked up, wiping at her face and trying to recover from her moment of weakness. She turned away from the girl, attempting to remove any sign of her tears. Once she was done, she turned back to the little girl and said with a sigh, " What do you mean?" The girl pouted slightly and continued to stare at the woman, then she said "Why do you cry?" The woman couldnt help but smile at the child's naivity and said, "Well young one , sometimes we have to cry." And just as she finished her sentence, something seemed to catch her eye. She got up, leaving the basket behind her and begun to walk away. "Wait lady, wait! you left your baskeet! And what about my quesion?" the child screamed at her.

The woman turned and gave the child one last smile, "Child, sometimes things in life are left unanswered." and with that the woman walked away, disappearring into the sea of people. Just then, the little girl's mother came up runnning to her and began to scold her as she towed her child towards a train, "Where have you been?" the mother shouted, "I've been worried sick, I thought you were lost!" And as the mother went on about her daughter's misbehaviour, a faint cry could be heard coming from the basket.

HELLO

omg i love this song they sang on glee! (:

Hello lyrics

I've been alone with you
Inside my mind
And than my dreams I've kissed your lips
A thousand times
I sometimes see you
Pass outside my door
Hello!
Is it me you're looking for?
I can see it in your eyes
I can see it in your smile
You're all that ever wanted
And my arms are open wide
Because you know just what to say
And you know just what to do
And I want to tell you so much
I love you

I long to see the sunlight in your hair
And tell you time and time again
How much I care
Sometimes I feel my heart will overflow
Hello!
After got to let you know
Because I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely?
Or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven't got a clue
But let me start by saying I love you

Hello!
Is it me you're looking for?
Because I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely?
Or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven't got a clue
But let me start by saying I love you

over

omgeeeee exams are finally over
and i celebrate by dancing around, shouting (:
HAHAHAHAHAAH
lit poem was damn hardddddddd D:
i only wrote one page can, noraini is gonna shoot me in the head.
lol. so after exams went to macs with jo,
we both nearly had panic attack. heeeheeeheeeeee.
then went her house!
watched thegameplan, and gossip girl :D
DAN AND SERENA SHOULD BE TOGETHER ))))))))):
i very sad they break up. HAHAHAHAHAHAAH
not my life i also sad. siao ah.
anyway tmr bowling with jo,celeste,clara&sarahjoy! GOOD TIMES :D
HEEEHEEE.
i miss those times. now its time to re-gain them back.
speaking of old times.
jo and i created a neopets account today.
(: we are richhhhhh HAHAHAHAHAHA and sherilyn join also so she help us earn money.
teehee!
oh and thennnnnn joanne dun wanna tell me why her account freeze! i saddddd. lol
tmr got KFC breakfast. EGGTARTS FTW!!!!!!!!!
oh and thursday. limmy and tabbi coming over. NEW MOON BABEH!!!! :D
then friday at reshu's (: friends marathon!
my life is so awesome when exams are over!

p.s beatricelimruirong, you&me. tuesday. afterschool. shout. alonso's. awesomeness. okay? (:

equality

we will never see each other as equals,
until when?
only until we are equal in death.
because until you see me shed the same blood as you do,
will you finally understand how i am the same as you.
none different, none the same.
both dead.
on the ground.
lifeless.
breathless.
with the blood pulpitating out of our chest.

the fear, i say
is what i so badly want to go away
im scared of your tears,
that wash away the memories of our years
together, that we spent hand in hand
makes me have a panic attack when realising the plan
i ache, i cry and i ponder
about why i even bother
about what it might do to you
while i suffer with you having no clue
i wanna learn from my mistake
that might just cause me to break
into a thousand pieces from the applied presure
which is just to great to measure
dont tell me im wrong
for im the one who knows the song
that you sing at night
when know one knows what you might
just do to yourself
when others look at something else
i beg, i plead and i get down on my knee
screaming, "what did i do to make you flee?
and ruin my happiness and joy!"
that i so badly didnt want to be spoilt.
can i just ask you one last thing?
please, as long as you love me, dont take off that ring.

100th POST :D

YO! this is my 100th post so it shall be awesomeeeee
(although i should be studying right now :P )
okay so i need to ask you an important question,
WHAT DO YOU LIVE FOR?
basically people say to do whatever they want in life,
e.g find a husband, become rich, cure cancer, eat food, travel and BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAH (do not associate my nonsense with Ke$ha! heehee)
okay yeah but i am here to tell you what you should live for!
GOD :D
he gave you life, the most precious gift of all
and he loved you so much that he gave his only son to die for YOU.
YOU eh! you must be damn important for him to do that.
and he loves you very much
(okay, i know this is a serious topic but i am high so please excuse me)
we must live for him okay!
and i do know sometimes i do that
and i feel that i can be like this most annoying person on earth who is in her own stupid world and CANNOT realise what she is doing
but i dunno, today i have this sudden urge to like post about this
especially cause today's song to make us go to assembly was "everyday"
and i just cannot get it out of my head
and we must do like the song says (:

Everyday its you i live for!
everyday, i'll follow you
everyday, i'll walk with you my lord :D