Im gonna move on.
whatever happens, i will.
its my decision, im sticking to it.
i hope you'ver made the right one

you dunno how my heart tears into pieces when im trying to help you
to imagine her with you.
it breaks me

I dont believe you man,
i dont F-reaking believe you!
i bet you just did it to rub it in my face, right?
i know you dont even like my sister! you bitch and complain about her all the time and yet you went on to her FB wall and actually wished her. like wtf?
i hope you know who's birthday it is cause it belongs to someone you used to hang out with almost everyday.
but i know you didnt wish her, or me, or yuet or chach.
cause you're some person who doesnt care about her friends right?
OMG, you did it just to rub it in because you KNOW that haley will tell me that you wished her
you are so, ARGH i dont even wanna say it!
wth is wrong with me?????
because there are times where i walk pass you and you make the face and i just want to slap you sooooooooooooooooooooooo hard and there are other times i just want to come and hug you and tell you i miss you and cry and say sorry if i ever did anything wrong. URGH.
do you know something?
i actually stood up for you
people told me you were a _____ and i said no freaking way.
i told these people, my friends, that they were wrong about you because you were, WERE, such a good friend.
i should have listened, we should have all listened.
you know, when you hang out with your new "friends"
and sometimes when i walk pass them and they make a face, i wonder what you've told them about me, and only a person like you can actually do that.
sometimes when i see them, all i want to do is pull them a side and warn them about you.
tell them how ungrateful you are and how once you've found better, you'll move one.

i hope i can move on.

nothing could stop her, and she just kept everything hidden, till the pain could no longer be seen. she smiles and pretends all is fine and when you ask her if anything is wrong, she grins and says "nothing!" then when you turn around and walk away, her face falls and than she whisphers to herself, "everything"

YOOOO!
camp can only be described in one word, AWESOME (:
learning about his kingdom come,
worshipping him,
spending time with the resonaters,
playing bridge&champ&indianpoker,
meeting the GJCC people,
it was damn fun lah! loved it (:
really wish i took photos! LOL
but it was fun nevertheless :D
oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARA KIMBERLY FRANKIE KHOO!
i love you loads! everything i wanna say should be in your msg i hope :D
heehee.
anyway, just cut my hair cut man! finally (:
my fringe is fuleaking shorttttttt HAHAHAHA
but anyway my hair grows fast! yay. lol.
bowling this weekend (: and mei's bday.
dang what do you get a 12 year old? :/
help please?

THE HOLIDAYS ARE BORING IF THERE'S NOTHING TO DO D:
one day till the kiddies (:
5 days till CAMP!
WHOOOHOOOOO
okay im bored ttm :/
i even created a tumblr account, lol
www.thatdawsongirl.tumblr.com
hmmm... i think tmr im going to re-do my stamp collection and get rid of all the paper and clean them.
yeah, i think that's all i can do man.
lol, im sleeepyyyyy
nights broz. live long and prosper :D