September 11, 2010

today was just fantastic!
thank goodness mum had at least allowed me to go!
so touch rug was brilliant! even though my team didn't win, we still had loads of fun.
but quite a number of people didn't play cause they were injured and stuff.
after a totally awesome ice brekkers, we played several rounds and at about 5 or 6?
started to head back to acc for the movie and it was just great.
i think somehow the message was special to me cause it was kinda relevant with the stuff that was going on now.
i think writing a letter would just be amazing, now i wonder if i put it into the mail box what would happen to it? lol.
oh and i finally fulfilled my KOI dreams! lol, tried it for the first time!
i have found a new love! hehehehehe.
yeah but then mum was about to blow her top off so quickly left after the movie and headed home!
and to top it off alonso is on poll! WHOOTWHOOT!
i love resonate (:

September 10, 2010

i'm so exhausted, god please give me rest. I don't know what is wrong with me, I can't seem to sleep properly. I wake up constantly, not being able to fall into deep sleep and toss and turn trying to find a position that will make me comfortable. and thanks to my awesome my mind that doesn't allow me to space out, i end up worrying half the night. leaving me with so much on my mind that it can't rest. and now i spend most of the day screaming for my bed with me body unrested and my mind pretty much dead. on top of all that, it begins to thumps like no one's business and i all want to do is crawl under the covers and find my place. please god, i know if i call you you will help me. please?





September 1, 2010

i've got a lit test tmr!
and i don't think im prepared at all!
i haven't even read some parts of the book yet.
yay me? -.-
okay so yeah i deserve it,
it's going to be all my fault when i get back my test and the grade will be like less than 12.5
wheeeeeeeee.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
okay, amelia you need to go read chrysalids till you shit quotes. yeah
wait. dinner first!
between you and me, i think im going to fail. badly.



i need to fix this talking to myself habit. its getting out of control :/