October 18, 2010

i got an idea for a short story and just decided to have it here. i think it sucks. big timeeeeeeeeee



The rain came down hard, like bullets, as it collided with the roof. The wind, harsh and strong, brought along bites of cold from the outside as someone opened the door. I shivered, as the cold fingered its way up my spine. I did not like this weather, but I didn't have a choice, I had to be here. He hugged me tighter, allowing me to dig my way deeper into his arms. I lay my head against his chest, and the sobs rose again. Why? For the fear that I may never have this feeling again. My chest heaved as another cry ripped from my chest. I tried mummuring it by hiding my in his coat, but it didnt really work, we began to gain stares from other people who were waiting as well.

"Shhh, it's okay babe, it's okay. Why are you crying" he asked worriedly.

I didn't want to answer him, because maybe if I didn't say it out loud, it wouldn't turn into a reality. I just let it all out as he held me close, soothing me and whispering how much he loved me. But time went by and eventually, the ship was ready to depart. He stood up, proud and tall in his marine uniform, picking up his bag to prepare for his duty as a protector. I stood silent in his arms, asking if I could just stay there a while longer. He kissed the top of me head and loosened his grip.

"Babe, I've got to go." he whispered in my ear.

I loosened my grip and put my hands over my mouth, I didn't want the time to come. He dropped his bag and cupped his hands around my face.

"Promise me you'll take care of yourself?" he said
"I..I...I promise," I replied weakly
"I love yeah, you know that right?"

I tried to answer but nothing seemed to come from my mouth, so I just stood there and nodded. He released his hands and turned around, walking towards the entrance of the ship. But just as he was about the enter, he stopped short and spun around. He began to walk briskly back to me and as I looked up, he nailed a huge kiss on me. Within a few seconds, he let go and ran back to the gate. He waved at me, with his smile that made my heart beat faster everytime I saw it, and with that, he was gone.

And all I could think about as I stood there, waving with tears streaming down my face, is that they would never bring back a flag to my home. Never.


whoo exams are over!
okay i know its a bit late lah but its my first time using this blog in a long time.
lol.
celebrated like crazy last week!
went out with jo, resh, limshan.
jo slept over!
movie marathon!
lol, resonate and church was fun over the weekend :D
oh and stayed over at fullerton cause dad had some vouchers?
wish mum was there though, she was is HK.
gosh, i need to find a good website to watch movies!
using veetle now, but i can only watch what is being streamed :/
anyway, my hand is numb shit right now.
its like that feeling when youre tired?
but i slept like 10 hours so i dunno why it hurts! heheh.
hmm school tmr, post exam
then we'll get results. im scared like no one's business.
worse nightmare? retainging. and dropping to combine science.
omg mum and dad will skin me in my SLEEP.
i hope everything will turn out okayy.
sigh.
and i have this humoungous urge to just write my butt off and like get all my ideas started. i have like four?
#1: the blake story
#2: the collin one
#3: the car guy
#4: and last night i had a dream about what? about bullying? like okayyyyy
but its a story still. i guess? lol