You know what I just realised?

I wasted two weeks of my life doing shit.

I don't know how I'm ever gonna get those 336 hours back but I will work hard this term.

No more nonsense.

I know I've said it before, and guess what?

Nothing's been done about it.

No matter what I tell myself, nothing will be good enough unless I see the results.

I will sacrifice the next 4 months so that I can enjoy good things later on.

Let's hope these actions speak louder than the words I tell myself each night before I go to bed.

I'll probably be on hiatus on my tumblr and blogspot.

Maybe the occasional tweet.

but, BYE.

I give my life to the potter's hand.

Use me as you want, I will do all I can to the best of my ability.

I want to be somone you are proud of.

has it been lies this whole time?
it probably has.
and I don't know if I care or not.

a piece of paper,
for you to use.
to draw,
to let your imagination run wild.
to write out your thoughts,
to let you express how you
truly do feel.
but when it's been used up,
filled completely.
its thrown away and left
to be forgotten like it was never
touched in the first place.
then left to be recycled and treated again
the exact same way

you treat me like a piece of paper.

I'm so sick of being nice and then getting neglected and treated like some piece of paper.

full stops signify the end to a sentence,

that means the next should have nothing to do with what was said in the first.

why is it that I can't seem to place full stops in my life?

then maybe it can be an end to that era, and I will no longer have to worry or even think about what happened in that previous "sentence"

I wanna forget it.

Say annyeong, goodbye, adios.

no one

will

know,

hear,

or see

a thing.

why?

simply,

because

no one

needs to.

I'm not even good enough for you.

We've been through so many things,

we've survived the seperation.

but something tells me that 13 years is kinda doing something to us.

the last year or so,

you don't seem to pay attention to me anymore.

as if,

as if I didn't exist.

attempts to repair and catch up seem to get pushed aside.

it's like although we constantly say we're first to each other,

i'm sure in our hearts it's a whole different story.

why?

I don't know what can I do.

It takes two hands to clap and I'm a lonely hand waiting for you.

Where are you?

I'm scared.

If I'm not good enough for you,

that means I will never be good enough for anyone else.

Day 1-5

Day 1: Your favorite breakfast food.

BAGELS WITH CREAM CHEESE AND HAM ^^

unfortunately, they don't do that in Singapore, wish they did though. GAH ): and I wish I had a picture of it! I thought I did but I guess it's not in my laptop! But wouldn't you absolutely LOVE having a nice warm onion bagel with a whole dollop of cream cheese and freshly sliced ham? :D I'd be in heaven if we had a whole foods in Singapore! I'd make sure I'd be the first in line everyday!

Day 2: What you normally eat for breakfast.

Hmm... I'm usually in too much of a rush to actually have time to sit down and eat breakfast before I leave the house. Since breakfast is the first meal of the day, I'd guess that would make my recess at school my breakfast? Though, what I'd usually eat would be something someone would have for lunch or dinner like Yong Tau Foo or Roti Prata. However, I seem to be eating frozen yoghurt a lot these few days! It's been so hot and the fresh original, sour flavour seems to wake me up a lot!

Day 3: Breakfast from another country.

Hohoho, this was my breakfast for like a week when I was in Orlando (: Gosh, I miss iHop ): wish they had the damn diner in Singapore, I'd be there EVERYDAY. It's 24 hours you know! I would wake up at 5am everyday just to eat that before I go to school! ^^ Unfortunately, I'd probably become twice the size of what I already am! :/ Maybe it's a good thing we dont have it....

Day 4: What you had for breakfast today

Erm, I didn't really eat breakfast so what I had for recess? That would make it two curry puff pastries from 7-11, which were really strange tasting, I must add. I think it was because I didn't eat it last night and left it out in my air conditioned room the entire night :/

Day 5: Your favorite cereal.

HONEY CORN FLAKES. HANDS DOWN. It has ownage over all cereal for me ^^

30 Day Challenge

Day 1: Your favorite breakfast food.
Day 2: What you normally eat for breakfast.
Day 3: Breakfast from another country.
Day 4: What you had for breakfast today.
Day 5: Your favorite cereal.
Day 6: How you like your eggs.
Day 7: Favorite breakfast beverage.
Day 8: Your favorite breakfast as a kid.
Day 9: Pancakes or waffles?
Day 10: Something you want to try.
Day 11: What you’re craving right now.
Day 12: The perfect sack lunch.
Day 13: What you ate for lunch as a kid.
Day 14: Soup, salad, or fries?
Day 15: What you had for lunch today.
Day 16: Your favorite food from a can.
Day 17: The perfect sandwich.
Day 18: Your favorite vegetable.
Day 19: Your favorite snack.
Day 20: What you would take on a picnic.
Day 21: Favorite appetizer.
Day 22: Favorite take-out food.
Day 23: What you had for dinner today.
Day 24: Dinner from another country.
Day 25: Something you know how to make.
Day 26: Something you grew up eating.
Day 27: Your favorite candy.
Day 28: Your favorite dessert.
Day 29: A midnight snack.
Day 30: Your favorite food.

I'm bored let me be!!! okay I'm going to do Day 1-5 now~~~~

30 Day Challenge