HERE COMES GOODBYE

sometimes when you lose something,
the pain is cause from being so close
and yet you realise that the reason you feel sad was bcos you didnt say your last words
here the rascal flatts song that made me cry

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let ?em out

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And havin' so much to say
(Much to say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do, oh
Oh yeah

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
(To say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

Not seein' that lovin' you
That's what I was trying to do, ooo


its damn nice man
if you wanna watch the sad video, here's the link
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h8iWEktQhg0
YAY!

oh btw, the new new moon posters came out ;D
go my facebook and see! LOL

LUCKY

argh!
english exam on tuesday D:
and i haven't even started studying for it one bit.
shit man
im so so stressed
plus i havent started homeword for this week
and its sunday ><
oh damn damn damn
anyways, wont blog for maybe another two week so TEEHEE ><
i gotta go man
DIE AH

byebye
amelia

MY WISH

HELLO.
i have some very bad news to bring across to all of you
it was has made me emotionally unstable
therefore, i advice all of you to brace yourselves for this extremely horrifying news.
so are you ready for it?
are you?
you sure?
you 100% sure?
okay so here goes.........
NEW MOON ONLY COMES TO SINGAPORE 3RD DECEMBER D:
like thats 13 days after the world wide release!
why the hell is the singapore government wanting to make me wait?
its SOOOOOOO annoying!
i hate how all these movies come late -.-
and i know what you guys are all going to say
"amelia, why can't you just wait for it to come out and then watch on the opening day?"
well i CAN'T
wanna know why?
im gonna be in stupid los angles and its not even a good thing
and why do i say this although some of you maybe thinking, "what the hell is she talking about? its L.A!!!"
so you wanna know what im talking about?
what im talking about is that:
1. im staying near MR ZAC EFRON'S house. only problem is he won't be there cause he'll be filming The Life and Death of Charle St. Cloud
2.TAYLOR LAUTNER WON'T BE THERE CAUSE HE'LL BE PROMOTING NEW MOON D:

life's a bitch D:
nah jo you can have another 10 dollars. LOL
anyways, that's kinda all i wanted to talk about ><
cause i needed to let out all the negative energy
HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAH
oh and my contacts are pissing me off. TEEHEE


im gonna go now(:
BYEBYE
ameliadawson









P.S since we wont get to see new moon on an earlier date here is my darling man taylor lautner
to make you all happier :D HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

BY MY SIDE

my blog is dead :D
well tag board wise anyways! LOL
today was damnnnnnnnn FUN(:
morning woke up around 8:50am then helped haley with the laptop after that got ready and left to go to jo's house
when i reached, lucas and bryan were helping joanne with maths.
studying there is damn funny!
yknow why? bcos its like pass the parcel ><
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
if i dunno the question i pass to jo, then she dunno how to do
so pass to lucas, then he also dunno how to do,
so he passes to bryan and it ends up bryan teaching me the question. LOL
but damn, the maths papers for holiday homework are TOUGH

anyways, then suddenly a huge bee came into the room and jo and i chickend out and went to her room to study
so we stayed there to study and played computer it was damn hilarious but if i typew anything on here, i'll probably get shot in the head
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
so we studied and rested and so on
but then at 4pm, jo had tuition so i went out into the living room and read my book
i finished shopaholic(:
YAY! but im still waiting for tempted D: sad man! october must come faster!!!!!!!
teehee ><
so then, afterwards when jo was done
her, lucas and i left to head down to clementi
and we looked like idiots walking back and forth, trying to decide whether to take a cab or ride the bus
and we decided with.........(drumroll please) CAB
hahahahahahahahahaha :D
brenn's house is really far from thebus stop yknow!
lols.

oh well, so we were there first and helped uncle david with the food :D
was really fun man(:
then slowly the others came like weijin, obviouslybrenn, ian, ellie(:, mark and then weiying came later and she brought her friends too!
oh and ian called me a bimbo!
can you believe it?
i dun think i at all look like a bimbo, but then i dun really care about what he thinks. LOL
food was great :D
i ate the hot dog bun and it was awesome (:
yknow why?
cause i made it! DUH!
lols. sorry ego moment :D
anyways, talked and stuff (:
then uncle yong came!
he leading on sunday so im coming :D
it feels cool being part of BCC
i like it ><
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
oh and then there was napolenite ice cream and i thought of literature in a bad way for once.
LOL
shit man there's a lit and science test on monday
im soooooooooo gonna fail D:
serious man
i dun think im gonna be able to make it into pure literature and if i dont, i think i'll cry
and i mean i will break down and sob
okay, im getting upset thinking about it, back to original topic!
where was i?
oh yeah, so ice cream!
i spilt it on my shirt D:
oh and did i mention i was wearing a WHITE shirt?????
i went to toilet and clean using my special method :D
got the stain out (:
only problem............my shirt was soaking wet
but after that left after a while cause i had curfew and ian, ellie and jo walked me out
ian treating me dinner on saturday :D
WHOOHOO
free dinner man!
HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA
today was awesome(:


i gotta go now,
tmr must wake up early for dental D:
SHIT
lols

byebye
amelia (:

left and right

sometimes, i dunno whether to follow my heart or my mind
when i get to a fork in life's journey,
my heart tells me to turn left
and yet my mind says to turn right.
but which one should i listen to?
both make sense if i take that path and yet both have flaws if i do take it.
what am i suppose to do?
go down one, half way change my mind and go down the other?
but that isn't possible right?
no one can ever re-trace their steps because if we dont make mistakes, how do we ever learn from them?

UGH. life's a tough bitch who's asking for a kicking.
i wish i had like someone to tell me what to do!
why cant god tell me what to do in a easier way and let me not suffer
cant i just know and do the right thing?

ARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i just wanna scream
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i have no mood to post anymore



amelia

BLACK HORSE AND CHERRY TREE

i just woke up(:
again.
TEEHEE
i have fallen asleep about 4 times already today :D
you dont have to tell me im a pig, i already know
lol ><
so anyways, not much to blog about for today.
just basically stayed at home and stoned
and i watched loads of criminal minds
wah got one episode in season one man
it was so creep loh. this guy knew everything about the people and actually sent them clues personally
its like wah lau how he know all the crap about them.
and he told them he was going on a "quest"
so scary man. i wish to never go into criminology bcos of this dude.
D:
lol. im watching hannah montana(:
i know im stupid. its okay but this episode got david archuleta
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH
oh and i forgot to mention, i read finish the whole house of night series!
YAY :D
but that means now i have to wait till october 29th for the book to come out D:
sad loh. i hate waiting.
i dunnno what to read now
so i have to read the shopaholic series D:
sian ah. nothing is as good as house of night!
lol
i better go now.
before i fall asleep again!

byebye
amelia(:

oops i havent answered tags in a long time so here they are


marissa : i think we all are :D lols
choops : yeah man. your blog is totally dead man. cant you post! teehee ><
joanne : YAY! go resonate (: celebrate good times come on!!!!!!
ellie: hahahahahahaha. yah ellie! resonate is loved. wish i went today
chach : you havent what? lols xD

NO BOUNDARIES

heyyyyyyy(:
just got back from a facial.
omg my face is extremely sore man
all of you guys who have good genes for skin, im sooooooooo jealous of you D:
lols.

anyways, let's talk about yesterday
only had like 1h and 15 mins of school. lols
and the whole time i was reading hunted.
but the thing is ONE wanted to read but it was ms soroma's period and we didn't want to look suspicioius so i thought i'd read it out loud.
BAD IDEA
i read it so loud that ms soroma was like, "amelia your voice is louder then cheyne's"
and cheyne was presenting the clay marble presentation
damn pai seh lah D:
so then at 9.15 the ideas and action people headed to the canteen to wait and prepare
we were ready to leave when mrs khor said there are too many people to get into the cab so some one must go with her and mr chua in her car.
guess who got picked by mr chua to go?
CHOO JIA :D
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH
so poor thing man
she was tortured by them the entire time
and she wont tell me what they were talking about D:
cause mrs khor says if choo jia tells, she'll die
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
so i dunno D:
anyways, then when we got there, we started setting up the booth and i gotta say something man
blowing balloons are HARD
everytime i laughed the thing would fly off and release all the air out!
so sad man D: D: D:
then everyone laughed at me!
but who cares ????
yeah so the exhibition was okay i guess.
pretty boring at some parts but there were some really irritating people who asked some of the most stupid question in my life
so what elso to do but give a stupid answer?
(i am not mean for doing that joanne leong!)
oh and i forgot to mention my parents came
omg i was so embarrassed
wish other's parents came too
so i wouldn't look like idiot

yeah so after that went to go to mum's office and hitched a ride to fairmount!
YAY! the GNO we've been looking forward too :D
eunice, stacey, jamie and i stayed over and it was super fun man(:
first we all(including peric) went to eat dinner at shokudo!
the japanese curry rice damn shiok :D
LOL
then when we were done, went to the market and bought chips and dip! YAY
after that headed upstairs to the room and showered and ate and cam whored :D
damn fun man!
i think che eunice will post the photos up soon
except for the one of me sleeping
it was a SUPER DUPER horrible photo
and forsome weird reason i was sleeping with a smile.....
lols.
then since i was first to fall asleep obviously i was first to wake up
so i read hunted (:
only there was one problem:
i was scared to turn on the light cause i might wake everyone else up
so i lied on the floor next to the window, lifted up the curtain and read while the light streamed in.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
awesome right ><
anyways, then jamie woke up to go toilet.
AGAIN
so she decided to keep me company and we watched gossip girl :D
its not bad yknow!
she lent me the whole of season one (: WHOO HOO
then once everyone woke up we went to eat lunch
XIAO LONG BAO WAS AWESOME
it tasted like little bao's of heaven
TEEHEE
aunty angeler came :D haven;t seen her in such a long time man
then, mum picked me up and we went to facial.
i kept screaming D:
lols.
anyways, i wanna go do other things now(:
mama is watching criminal minds.

byebye
amelia(:

FALLING OVER ME

ARGH. TIREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
anyways, yesterday was a school holiday (:
so went out with clara, jo and ellie to alot of places!
it was super super fun :D
first went ion to eat lunch, the food there is extremely expensive!
the people are super cheapskate and charge you like 4million dollars for like a plate of rice and some meat and vegie D:
so pathetic.
anyways then we headed to sephora as clara was looking for her mac lip conditioner.
but they dun have ):
so they told us have to go somewhere else to look for it.
therefore we had some time to kill and decided to go to ledo and watch a movie!
we watched the proposal!
DAMN NICE
and come on! you gotta admit ryan renolds got a nice bod :D
even jo agreed(:
HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA
oh and we saw a new moon poster :D :D :D
itook a photo next to it (:
and why?
DUH TAYLOR LAUTNER><
teehee.

friday got exhibition.
i ver scared. HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA
but i think we could probably do well
anyways. i gotta go.
see you soon

byebye
amelia(:

today i wanna post demi lovato's song falling over me's lyrics(:

Falling Over Me lyrics

I'm standing in the center of the room
I watch the boys follow girls perfume
All is as it should be I assume
Except for the distance between me and you

You're standing as a flower on the wall
The room is still byt we're about to fall
And all the names that brought us here
Simply fade away ...

Who you are is fall is falling over me
(Who you are is fall is falling over me)
Who you are is everything I need
(Who you are is everything I need)

I'm hoping
I'm wating
I'm praying you are the one
I'm hoping
I'm wating
I'm praying you are the one

I can't belive that night turned into today
I used the line you were supposed to say
And all the names that brought us here
Now we have to thank

Who you are is fall is falling over me
(Who you are is fall is falling over me)
Who you are is everything I need
(Who you are is everything I need)

I'm hoping
I'm wating
I'm praying you are the one
I'm hoping
I'm wating
I'm praying you are the one

If you are I will wait I will follow
I'm here to stay
As long as we're promised tomorrow
I promise you today I'll wait
I'll wait

Who you are is fall is falling over me
(Who you are is fall is falling over me)
Who you are is everything I need
(Who you are is everything I need)

I'm hoping
I'm wating
I'm praying you are the one
I'm hoping
I'm wating
I'm praying you are the one