PARTY

hmmmmm......paranoia. I don't like it.
It makes me upset and stressed when i shouldn't be.
I'm pretty sure everyone goes through it but boy is it annoying.
You get this weird naggy feeling in the pit of your stomach that something is wrong but you can't do anything about it.
sigh....wish that weren't the case.
I need to get over it and stop being so paranoid because sometimes its not my fault but its just bad timing.
Sorry if you can't understand. I'm being extremely stupid.
Anyways, past few days i've been paranoid bcos streaming results are coming out in 9 days D:
3/5 seems so impossible D:
so many people have optioned for it and i want to get in DAMN badly.
plus, i don't think i did well enough for EOY's
I really think i could have done better......
DAMMIT. i need to remove the negative cheee from my body and relax. LOL

i need to go give myself some dosages of taylor lautner. lol

byebye
amelia

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