topic : FAKE PEOPLE
hello(: so today i wanna rant about FFFFFFFFAAAAAAAAAKKKKKEEEEEEEEERRRRSSSSSS!
HAHAHAHAHAHA ><
okay yeah so anyways, one thing i cannot stand about this is that when you like someone, you tend to lie and do things in order for them to fall for you or start noticing you. but what i wanna ask is what is the point? I mean, really. What is it? If the person does fall for you while you've been lying this whole time, then he didn't fall for you. He fell for the lying idiot you created. Aren't I right?(well ofcourse i am. LOL) but seriously, the people you are trying to attract would be falling for this figment that you've created. So why bother? I rather have someone hate me for who I am, then love me for who I am not. And okay, I shall admit that I have done this before - trying to get a guy's attention by being someone else - but one day, it just struck me. WHY WASTING MY TIME ON THIS PATHETIC PERSON WHO DOESN'T LOVE ME FOR ME? If this person chooses to ignore me at first, why bother wasting my precious time chasing after them by doing crazy things like dying my hair and becoming more stupid by acting all dim.
COME ON! be who you are! no reason to be afraid of doing so, if someone hates your personality then tell them to piss off! it's not they're right to judge you.
Someone once told me that you shouldn't care about how other people see you, you should only care about how you see yourself. That really hit a nerve in me because I don't care if people think i'm retarded or stupid or crazy, because I myself know I'm not. And that is what truly counts. And after pretending to be something I'm not the entire time to a particular person, all i want to do is just show the person who i really am and just pray that they like me too. That day I was writing a poem and it was truly how i felt about it. It talks about how sometimes you put up an act bcos you want to get someone's attention and all you really wanna do is just stop the scam and show the person what you are made of. So all i wanna say is, just be who you are because why bother being a person with like huge knockers and a pathetic personality because there is no point at all. LIVE, LOVE AND LAUGH (:
i got a really nice quote i wanna share:
"Laugh your heart out, Dance in the rain, Cherish the moment, Ignore the pain. Live, Laugh, Love, Forgive and Forget. Life's too short to be living with regrets" i love this quote and i wanna start living by it :D
amelia
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