WHY?

you know how there is typically a mean girl in EVERY school?
i think that is super cliche, i was just thinking like why is there one? what is SO damn wrong with their lives that they have to be such bitches to everyone else who isnt one or isnt in her "close circle". Is it cause they have some much anger, lonliness and bitterness that they take it out on all the good people who lead nice lives? Did god make it that way so that everyone is somehow not perfect in life? I always see something like that in a person's life and go "hmmmm....god balanced it out" but is it too harsh? Take faith hill for example, awesome husband, beatiful children, she's a gorgeous woman, is a talented singer but she was abandoned as a baby and grew up in an orphanage. Is everything in life balanced out that way? Anyway, not for me to decide. God's decision but i know he does everything for a reason.

went to jo's house and made ice cream. her aunt taught us.
clara was there too
made apple pie(:
delicious.
i think im beginning to understand something
but that's for me to know and you to never find out :D
wish i could be there for _ last week.
wish i werent in macau.
watching the hangover. hilarious


amelia