November 27, 2009

leaving tonight.
gonna miss all you guys (:
i love you guys so much! LOL.
keep me in prayer for a safe journey can?
especially since i have to sit next to haley. AHAHAHAHAHAHA
okay, not funny. she's my sister. i have to learn to be nice...
oh man i hope blogger doenst lock me out if im not blogging for 2 weeks.........
anyway, all of you guys have fun and stay safe(:

November 26, 2009

ARGH.
im so stressed out.
the scanner isn't working, so i can send stuff to people.
the thing is telling me crap about hte ink cartridge even though scanning doesn't require ink.
then i had to pon training today to buy all my last minute stuff which was really annoying
cause couldnt find loads of things.
plus haley took my suitcase so im trying to squeeze all my stuff in a tiny one -.-
i even had to miss poor ariella's party.
SORRY HONEY D:
ARGH.
then tmr also have to go get new phone and do dunno what other rubbish
its so stressful that i dun wanna even go D:
not to mention i got my _____
and it hurts as if i could give birth any moment



give me strength lord to do the things you want me to do ><

November 25, 2009

Knowing and Trusting

i'm getting baptized :D
yay! so excited man, LOL
today went to thompson plaza and met pastor to have the course
finished it all in one sitting! HAHAHAHAAH
had it at swensen's (:
sticky chewy chocolate is to die for! heehee
anyway, the lesson helped me learn a lot and i realised what my favorite verse is
Psalms 121:3
it says god shall not slumber.
and i like that he's always there for me
no matter what has happened or what is going to happen,
he'll be there.
like i said before, and i wanna put this in a symbolic sense so i can imagine it,
if you're walking on a type rope HIGH above the ground and you fall,
god will be there to catch you.
and even if you are steady on your feet and have the perfect balance,
he'll be there with open arms, just in case.
(:

November 23, 2009

i hope things return to the way they were soon. i miss it.

Dreaming

You dream of a perfect life.
Clothes
Handphone
iPod
Loads of money
Good grades
You're stereo-typical things that make you have a good life.
But you're forgetting one thing, God.
the man who gave you all these wonderful things in the first place, I forgot this and when one of those things gets taken away, you feel that your whole world has shattered.
Especially if it's something that's close to your heart.
But never forget something, no matter what you lose or can't have,
God is still there
he'll be there when you need him and even if you don't.
bcos he'll be there waiting to catch you when you fall.
I have to continously remind myself that now
especially when im going through a rough patch
and im really thankful i did.
those people that helped me learn and see why i had to go through this, i love you guys so much.
you made me see things so much better and understand the meaning of being a good chrisitan.
i've known grown to be a better person and thank you so much for caring for me. (:

here's a song about how something precious to you get's taken away, in the song,
its about losing a loved one. just remember god is still there for you.

JUST A DREAM
It was two weeks after the day she turned 18
All dressed in white,
goin' to the church that night
She had his box of letters in the passenger seat
Six pins in her shoe,
somethin' borrowed, somethin' blue
And when the church doors opened up wide
She put her veil down, tryin' to hide the tears
Oh, she just couldn't believe it
She heard the trumpets from the military band
And the flowers fell out of her hands

Baby, why'd you leave me?
Why'd you have to go?
I was countin' on forever, now I'll never know
I can't even breathe
It's like I'm lookin' from a distance, standin' in the background
Everybody's sayin', he's not comin' home now
This can't be happenin' to me,
this is just a dream

The preacher man said,
Let's bow our heads and pray
Lord, please lift his soul and heal this hurt"
Then the congregation all stood up and sang
The saddest song that she ever heard
And then they handed her a folded up flag
And she held on to all she had left of him
Oh, well, what could've been?
And then the guns rang one last shot
And it felt like a bullet in her heart

Baby, why'd you leave me?
Why'd you have to go?
I was countin? on forever, now I'll never know
I can't even breathe
It's like I'm lookin' from a distance, standin' in the background
Everybody's sayin', he's not comin' home now
This can't be happenin' to me,
this is just a dream

Ooh, baby, why'd you leave me?
Why'd you have to go?
I was countin' on forever, now I'll never know
Oh, I'll never know
It's like I'm lookin' from a distance, standin' in the background
Everybody's sayin', he's not comin' home now
This can't be happenin' to me, this is just a dream
Oh, this is just a dream
It's just a dream, yeah, yeah

Open Book

Studying in national Library with che stacey and her friend.
Getting internet access is so annoying. LOL ><

As i sit here pretending to study.... heehee.
I realised you can never judge a book by a cover.
Let me give you an examples,


Sitting at the same table as us is this girl, quite pretty.
Being naturally judgemental, I thought "wow, she must be a nice lady"
When she arrived, I couldnt help but stare at her.
Just as I was about to take my eyes off her and onto the computer screen,
she shouts, "*&%@!"
I was just staring in awe becasue well, firstly this is a library and secondly, I thought all girls who look like that must come from a REALLY nice society and were brought up no to cuss.
So yeah funny, but true. lol

Wish it weren't the case, but its true
all of us aren't that easy to figure out.
Even if you think you know someone really well, you still have to expect the unexpected.
A guy may be the SWEETEST guy on earth and you think he's totally perfect!
but behind all those sweet gestures and talks,
he's got a voilent side and one wrong move could turn him in a hitting machine.
None of us are open books and god made each and everyone of us unique.
We were gifted to think differently, act differently, speak differently and even simple things like breathing differently.
He made us all special because we are all precious in his eyes and I bet even though you may not know what kind of person you are,
i bet he knows exactly how you think, act, speak and breathe this very moment.

November 22, 2009

SPOILT!

My com is failing me D:
the buttons arent working and its sending this huge virus on facebook!
argh. need to go send it for repairing :/
Today met ellie, yohanna and jiayi for breakfast a KFC.
had the weirdest breakfast i'd ever eaten. LOL
it was hashbrowns, eggs, bacon all wrapped up in a wrap.
tasted weird all mixed together like that, not to mention it had nacho cheese in it.......HAHAHAH
anyway, then went for service, pretty few people since they were on holiday.
After sermon, talked to pastor about getting baptised(:
he coming to csc to give lessons. HAHAHAHAH
then after that stayed for CE.
kept getting lost :/
the guy so intelligent man, pretty intimidating. at least i wasnt  the only one who felt that way. LOL
then after that, stayed and chat then went to eat lunch with jia yi,
poor girl. i think i scared the beejezzus out of her! HAHAHAHAHAH
i gtg now. fix my annoying com

November 21, 2009

DADDY!

HELLO
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!
lol. today woke up after 12 for the first time in my life ><
stupid man. oh found mark lai on facebook! so good to catch up
anyways, then didnt go resonate today cause it was dad's birthday so went out
relish was DElicious! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
i need to go and rush dad's transcription before i have to pay him 80 dollars! LOL


feel better jo!

November 19, 2009

i dunno whats wrong anymore
i wanna give up.
leave it to him to help me
nothing else seems to work but his strength
give me strength lord
give me strength

November 15, 2009

surprise!

got to resonate really early
sat there and thought about things for a while, thought i was alone then uncle kai mun walked in.
he asked me where everyone was, i didnt know either! Lol.
so just stoned for a while then uncle dan, jo and ellie came and they made popcorn(:
it was movie day! :D
watched the green mile, it was a good show but was REALLY long.
like we didnt finish resonate till like 6.45pm
anyway, there werent many ppl there
only joanne,ellie,yohanna,jiayi,bryan,brennan,weijin,weichiang and i were there so we had a lot of food.
bren's mum made chilli dogs (: lol.
anyways then all of us minus weichiang went to eat dinner at mosburger after that.
the stupid guy got my order wrong D:
so just ate anyway.
cheer up ellie :D we all love you!
yeah then went to me dad, haley and che sally at east coast casue she just arrived from london and wanted to eat seafood.

pretty much a normal day yesterday.
didnt go for service today.
sorry ellie D:
i kept waking up last night to lao sai...........
oh and jo, better get some rest(: you deserve it!



amelia

November 14, 2009

im watching the vmas
poor taylor swift man, kanye shouldnt take his sadness on the poor girl.
sigh. life is sometimes weird.
but we still live it for God (:

November 13, 2009

i just realised its friday the thirteenth.....

(:

I LOVE GOD :D
he's so awesome! he does everything for a reason and only because he loves me, therefore he is fantabulous(:
he makes everything better even when you feel like scum and all i can say is that he does that so that you can experience everything, cause if not wont you be happy all the time and not treasure all the good experiences anymore.
AWESOMEAWESOMEAWESOME.

lol. i need to leave the house early tmr ><
i dun wanna wake up.
today was weird......
topic was THW censor the internet
Leigh-anne said my speech was good.
i beat my record! yay! 5:05(: lol.

oh and if you're wondering what happen to my toe.... well long story.
i was just sitting down by my mama's wardrobe and kicked it by accident.....
the border fell from it and dropped on my toe and the border is BIG.
suay man! but thank he lord that it wasn't my head or i'd be in hospital by now. LOL
also lucky thing it was me and not mum, dad or haley cause they'd be whining up a strom.
HAHAHAHAHAAHA ><

November 12, 2009

NCIS

i love ncis (:
can't stop watching man! this show is so awesome!
NCIS stands for:
Naval
Criminal
Investigational
Service
:D
it's seriously one of the most fantastic shows ever! its like CSI only that it investigates in cases where the victims or suspects are from the navy. The team who is focused on includes the team leader

Special Agent Leroy Jethro Gibbs(: who is played by Mark Harmon! (He is like a dreamy old man! nicer than george clooney okay!) and Gibbs is most famous for being an ex navy sergant who joined NCIS because someone murdered his wife and daughter after he was discharged from the navy. He likes to boss his team around and is also famous for the "gibbs slap!" because he likes to hit his team members in the back of the head in order to make them wake up and focus. So cool! He also has a nact for knowing information that his members ramble on about and its so awesome like he's psyhic!

moving on to my next charachter,

Special Agent Anthony DiNozzo! a.k.a Tony DiNozzo(: he's a lady's man who probably tries to get into a different woman's bed every other night. He was a police officer in Maryland and joined NCIS several years later where he has been under Gibbs ever since he joined but then took over when Gibbs retired but works under him again when he returns! (if gibbs REALLY leaves, i'll cry) He is best known for tourmenting his team mates and constantly making his situations related to similar movie scenes. VERY AWESOME! He also tries to ruin his fellow agents lives as much as possible and makes them wish they could shoot him, but all cry for him when he nearly dies in season two episode 22- S.W.A.K where he nearly dies. my favorite episode of him!

anyways, his partner in crime for the first two season is

Special Agent Caitlin Todd(: a.k.a Kate! LOL she was a secret service agent in the very first epidsode of NCIS and Gibbs taught her how to be an NCIS agent. When she resigned at the end of the episode, he hired her and she's been with them ever since! :D She's a great field agent and is a profiler so she's like Aaron Hotchner! HAHAHAHA anyways, she was an awesome person until she died in the last episode of season two because a terrorist they were chasing for over a year. It was a....horrible way to die. I mean she got shot right in the middle of her head and it sprayed blood all over Tony's face. May she rest in peace. LOL

the second field agent under probition is

Special Agent Timothy McGee! Better known as Proby(: HAHAHAH he was a northwerk technology agent and was working on a few cases for Gibbs while taking his field agent test. He passed and they made him the proby or Gibbs! He is SUPER smart, well not like reed, anyways he graduated from some really good school and always brags about it plus Gibbs never scolds him except when he's so shy he forgets to tell Gibbs what he found out. I LIVE HIM! teehee

the technical analysis

Abby Scuito :D she's so awesome! She's a total goth chick with tattoos everywhere, black eyeliner and lipstick, the spicky jewellrey with studs and the totally awesome jet black hair! She and gibbs have the cutest like father and daughter relationship because they care for each other so much that he kisses her head when she hurt herslef and always buys her a big gulp to bribe her. LOL. She also made him her computer screen saver when he left so that she could watch him all day. LOL. my favorite thing is that she has a farting rhinoceres that when you squeeze it, it farts! SO CUTE

Medical Examiner

Dr Donald Malord! Best known as DUCKY :D hehehehe! he's SO cute you know! like little chubby baby cute, not taylor lautner cute. LOL. anyway, he's the doctor dor autopussy and its amazing that he knows so much stuff based on what he sees! also, he just rants on and on about stuff he's seen in the field and every body just wants him to shut up, its so awesome! he reminds me of my grandfather. LOL.

well that's it i guess the rest are minor characters like ducky;s assistant, doctor palmer who is a really shy weirdo. lol. oh and agent ziva who replace kate after she left. i love this show! you will too :D HAHAHAHAHAAH

god bless!
amelia
thanks for being a good friend and caring about me
you helped me see what i am was not good.
im glad i had the chance to reflect and see what i had become.

November 10, 2009

by god's grace, i will change for the better.
knowing the mistake
think of a solution
act out the solution
learn from the mistake.

Lady gaga

yo.
did you see lady gaga's latest outfit? its worse than what she wore on the vma's.
if you wanna keep your eye sight, i suggest you dont search it unless you wanna go blind. LOL
its white and lacy.
EEEWWWW. lol.
anyway, i dont undestand her. she kinda freaks me out. why?
1. her crazy platinum blonde hair (which she dyed cause someone said she looked like amy whinehouse. i personally do not see the connection)
2. her whacky outfits. (did any one see like the electron system that she wore as a hat on ellen? it looked like these disk were what's that word for it.....rotating? no. shit i cant rmb i think its revovling. YEAH! revolving. lol)
3. her weirdness in general.
HAHAHAHAHA. but gotta admit her piano playing skills are awesome! i just dont understand her lyrics sometimes....LOL

today was.....a learning experience
sorry you guys. thanks for helpingme realise.
i know what to do now.
and know that they key thing is to thank God.
i wish i could have realised earlier.
im listening to taylor swift's new songs.
NICE(:

amelia

im gonna be the twilight, taylor lautner, zac efron, harry potter, formula one, house of night obsessed spastic accident prone girl that i am.

November 9, 2009

WHY?

you know how there is typically a mean girl in EVERY school?
i think that is super cliche, i was just thinking like why is there one? what is SO damn wrong with their lives that they have to be such bitches to everyone else who isnt one or isnt in her "close circle". Is it cause they have some much anger, lonliness and bitterness that they take it out on all the good people who lead nice lives? Did god make it that way so that everyone is somehow not perfect in life? I always see something like that in a person's life and go "hmmmm....god balanced it out" but is it too harsh? Take faith hill for example, awesome husband, beatiful children, she's a gorgeous woman, is a talented singer but she was abandoned as a baby and grew up in an orphanage. Is everything in life balanced out that way? Anyway, not for me to decide. God's decision but i know he does everything for a reason.

went to jo's house and made ice cream. her aunt taught us.
clara was there too
made apple pie(:
delicious.
i think im beginning to understand something
but that's for me to know and you to never find out :D
wish i could be there for _ last week.
wish i werent in macau.
watching the hangover. hilarious


amelia

November 2, 2009

ROCKSTAR

HELLO (: im so tired man. debate sucked today, i didnt prepare well so partially my fault but latifa was giving me crap to rebutt against to the points weren't developed D: dammit. i hated today's session. anyway, today woke up at9 when i was suppose to be at school for 9:30. so cabbed to school and while passing bus stop saw jo so asked the uncle to stop infront. jo was super surprised! HAHAHAHAHA turns out she was waiting for sarahjoy! so yeah waited together(: SARAH TOOK DAMN LONG! LOL. then after that went to school where we met carina, nicole,evelyn and clara then we did the bowling board :D It looks alot nicer now man. HAHAHAHAH no offence aunty betty! then after we were done for the day, went to eat lunch with sarahjoy. she keep scolding me for eating fried food D: lol. stupid cough. oh and yesterday! hamilton had to retire halfway! heehee(: im so happy. i gotta go pack now. BYEBYE

amelia

November 1, 2009

kimi is dropping D: dammit