babehhhhhh

i'm so bored that i changed my blogskin.
this one's nice (:
i finally finished e learning at like 5.30pm
it's pointless.
and since im still bored, im going to write another poem.
wow, 3 in 2 days.
do i have that much crap to write about?


i write about you
you laugh at the words
say honey that's cute
but its something i dont deserve

how i used to think it was because you were humble
now i know it was because of the guilt
the guilt you felt when you cheated
the guilt you felt when you lied
you felt it when you told me you loved me
when you looked me in the eyes

but not a word of truth came out of that twisted mouth
it was a bunch of strung up words so that i wouldnt pout
but you didnt bother telling me
you continued on with your unrealiable melody
pretending it were smooth and full of beauty
but not a note or lyric were true
it was a song of lies and hatred
it was a song just like you

so no more secrets
no more lies
im giving up
going home to my spiral notebook
to tear up the pages
about love
about hope
about destiny
cause i know where yours lies
together in the trash with my torn up pages

copyright asd.

wow that was damn emo, if you wonder why it cant rhyme its casue i got writer's block xD
oh and yeah this hasnt happened to me before. dont worry lol (: