dont.

wow i havent blogged in ages, but decided to start again! that's if i got the time to.....
anyway, dont you hate it when someone ignores you?
you say hi, nothing.
you say ily, nothing.
you do everything to possibly get their attention, still nothing.
sounds like a whole pile of crap to me doesnt it?
and what happens if one person continues to persist and the other just doenst want to co-operate?
well, we got a big problem then dont we?
isnt a relationship about giving and taking?
and i mean friendships too.
it takes two hands to clap doesnt it?
whatever. i just dont understand.



i catch you making eye-contact with me.
i smile and wave.
you put your head down, pretending you saw nothing of that sort and continue with your friends.
i tilt my head wondering what's the matter,
i try again.
all you do is laugh louder
at the silly joke someone at your table said.
i ponder if it means something,
i ignore it and say to myself i'll try again later.
but later never comes.
because you are persistent in trying to not meet my eyes.
i come up to you and ask what's the matter,
you mumble nothing and continue on with your friends.
am i not needed anymore?
is that why?
or have you just found something better?

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