IM NOT WORTHY

I cant believe im wasting my time
im up at night wondering if you're worth it
i really wanna be friends with you
im making an effort
but nothing seems to be coming out of it
i dont know whether you'll read it
because it seems like you're practically pretending i dont exist
you pretend its not me waiting behind her while she talks to you
you pretend its not me who's walking pass you
its not me saying hi
its not me smsing you
its not me TRYING TO MAKE THIS FRIENDSHIP WORK!
whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhy arent you talking to me??????
i thought you said nothing could come between us
i read the letters you wrote
i read the message convos we have
but it seems like i've done something wrong?
have i?
cause it doesnt seem like im not the only one seeing this
they see it to
they're angry too
but i think you dont realise we want to be your friends
at least i still want to be
i still love you
some of them are telling me this isnt worth it
and i dunno whether it is because it seems like there's something wrong with us being friends
it seems like you've found someone who replaced us
who replaced me
well if you really wanna get rid of me fine,
but rmb im still here
i still love you
i just hope you dont make a mistake
i hope you dont realise what's going to happen
i hope nothing happens to you
because I STILL CARE.
i dont want to see you hurt.