i leaned against the tree and allowed myself to slowly approach the ground. I sat down and lifted my knees, giving me something to lean my head upon. i blinked hard, trying to rid my eyes of the salt water that began to swim in them. "No," i whisphered, "i wont do this, i..i...w-wont." but nothing could stop me as the pool overfload from my eyes and fell down my face, leaving behind stains. i wiped at them vigorously, angry at myself for crying over such a matter. "s-s-stupid girl," i muttered at myself. "youre crying over such stupid things, so what if you never find love, s-s-so what?" but i couldnt answer my own question, and more tears, but this time tears of rage, streamed down my face falling to my shirt, staining it as sobs ripped from my chest. i sat that for what seemed like hours, and when i finally began to calm down, the darkness had fallen upon the woods where i had run to to hide, so that no one could find me in this state. i stood up, still shaking, and laid a hand against the tree to steady myself. "i was a fool," i whisphered to the darkness, "love, what a horrible four letter word, it only exist to hurt people and blind them of the reality of how painful the world can really be." and she walked away, deeper and deeper into the forest, finding a way to escape the world and no longer believing in the closest thing we have to magic - love.
dont give up. it'll find its way to us (: believe it :D I love you!
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