November 3, 2010

it keeps getting better

life's so depressing these days.
i no longer have the energy to do anything
not to mention homework?
okay that means focusing on the important things
not obsessions amelia
get a damn grip.
especially you, gosh i need to move on
but how do i?
yesterday you said "i feel invisible"
i replied "don't worry, i'll always see you!"
you laughed, thought i was joking eh?
well no, i meant it.
i see you, i understand you.
once you said it i knew what you meant.
you were afraid, afraid that people would only see you as a pretty boy full of dirty jokes.
but i see beneath it.
right?
but you laughed.
you laughed.


ARGH.
so school today?
went by CRAWLING.
but let me tell you, buying food and brining it to school
=
one of the smartes things i've done.
saves A LOT of money (:
hehehehe.
then let's see...
oh emily came back :/
and what else? erm stoned during physics and a math though i did take notes and listen
but my mind was just clouded by other things that seemed more important then
chemistry?
fun in a way?
i like practicals, don't judge. hehehe
oh and lit.
omg so quiet without lim shan.
she needs to come backkkkkkkkkkkkk
im sorry for always leaving you alone limshan because of illnesses!
i understand how you feel now!!!
then?
chinese intensive, kinda funny.
hahahaha only ppl there understand
facebook. HAHAHAHAHA!
omg love lao shi.
she is da bomb!
oh then debate
wah piang my mind is BLOWN.
a PM speech, by myself?
are you shitting me?
i'm surprised leigh anne said it was okay.
sigh need to focus on a lot of things.
:/
life needs to get better.
seriously.
life's like garlic, it taste better after you have to fry it.

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