we can all be laughing and suddenly i have the sudden urge to want to cry.
but life's like that.
gosh so many topics came up today.
especially during lit,
your name and the idea of you was brought up.
it reminded me of our last convo,
i havent talked to anyone about it yet.
it makes my stomach churn.
you kept saying you want to come back,
i want you to come back too.
i want that day where we were just sitting looking through that magazine and i was lying on your shoulder.
i always imagine what i might have said if i realised that that was the last time i saw you here.
then i just saw your fb.
gosh, you make me go on a high.
that's not something i am comfortable with.
i want you here, not necessarily with me.
just in the same damn country at least.
ahhh i want to visit you. so badly.
anyway, haven't done any homework.
no mood.
cant be bothered.
i'll do them at school tmr morning.
hopefully tmr will be better.
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