collections

okay i right now, have a total of 113 archie comics :D
including the ones at joanne's house!
YAY it is growinggggg
don't you always want to collect something?
like your hobby that you could and pass on to your children and they can do so on to theirs
and so on and so forth (:
its cool!
like having this thing that you can look after and check on.
makes it special (:
and my stamp collection now has officially 148 stamps!
WHOO HOO
im gonna sell them when im like maybe 50 then i can be RICH
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!
shoooooo aweshome hor?
teehee.
collections are like the most wonderful thing ever (:
start collectiong something and very soon it can bloom into a special thing you do for yourself ;)

grace concert starts in about 3 hours.
i have to get there early to speak to ms tan.
jeez i wonder what we're gonna talk about........
sighhhh
i dun wanna talk about it anymore.
she doesnt seem upset but she hides her emotions well.
im just scared.
im still not like 100% convinced it was the best thing to do.
i know it is but.
was there a better way?

DYING

okay i know harsh topic to blog on but whatever.
i want to talk about it (:
i think sometimes out journal topics for english are actually pretty cool so i wanna type about them here.
okay well, i know for a fact i wont actually know when im gonna die.
i know god has a plan for me and chosen how and when, where, why and blah.
so yeah. but havent you ever thought how you might die?
i always hope its like maybe in my sleep or something.
that way its not painful.
or like how mrs tay said the ancient people died.
their heads would get chopped off and you actually wouldnt feel pain cause your body is in such a state of shock.
pretty scary i personally think, but wouldnt it be cool to stare at yourself like JUST before your dying.
hmmmm or maybe you would want to die from like this terminal illness cause like then the doctors tell you roughly how long you have to live.
at least that way you get a chance to say goodbye to your loved ones right?
hmmm......what i wonder right, is that when i die, what am i going to be thinking?
yknow how they say that when you're about to die, you just somehow know and your entire life falshes before you?
i actually would like to experience that.
sometimes your most precious memories are forgotten.
and sometimes i wish i could remember more about my childhood.
i regret not living life to the fullest at some points.
and i know i can never have that time again.
and i know that all we can do is just make the best of it.
make sure when you have that flashback on fastforward mode, you're going to like everything you see.






tag replies:
limshan- yes totallyyyy (:
sarah - aiya, i cannot not talk about. she fills my thought everyday.
beatrice - june tan is a total weirdo :D






the rejection makes me ache inside and out.
its killing me slowly ounce by ounce.
i sit here in the harsh rain.
for someone to save me from the excruciationg pain.
save me.

my sister is fucking nuts

FIFTEEN!

yo!
my birthday was yesterday :D
fun ttm(:
thanks resonate, you guys made it uber special!
okay first off, i was late to church and sat alone.
than shawn also late so still not too bad am! HAHAHAHAHA
okay yeah then ian wish me merry christmas -.-
lol.
after service everyone was wishing me! thanks :D
and during ce i got a total of 21 notifications from facebook. lol.
thanks everyone(:
i feel so lovedddddd
hahahahah then went to northpoint!
i'll never forget the car ride.
best. experince. ever.
thank you jess for making it so superduper awesome. TEEHEE
and my grandparents do own dawson road. jkjk. lol
then ate at manhattan fish market (:
DAMN NICE THE FISH! hahahahahaha.
i finished weiying's fries :P
no wonder im this size and she's that size. hahahahaha
and they surprised me with the cupcake :D
i still dunno how they know i dun like cake.
hmmm....i guess it'll remain a mystery D:
LOL.
so anyway, conversations there were funny ttm.
and wj, bryan and bren spammed my notes and changed my wallpaper,
they also broke all the records in my dragging toilet paper game.
evil!
but thanks! HAHAHAHAHAH
then mama came to pay and went off.
not before ian and shawn bought me the balloon (:
its super nice!
THANKS GUYS :D
oh did i mention we were walking pass it and i said the harry potter balloon has its wand pointing at us then ian's plastic bag broke! HAHAHAHAH
funny ttm i tell you.
and we were discussing cheesy pick up lines.
LOL.
resonate rocks lah.
love all you guys man!
ying.shawn.joanne.jess.ian.ellie.jin.kellie.bren&jesslyn are all loved by me <3
HEEEHEEEEHEEEEE

then mortons for dinner :D
super shiok!
THANK YOU DADDY.
and omg the menu was super cool!
it said happy fifteenth amelia.
HAHAHAHA
oh did i mention that while we were at manhattan's, fifteen by taylor swift was playing!
HAHAHA
jess says she'll learn for me (:


thanks everyone for wishing me! love you(:
im way too lazy to type everyone's name!
but just know that you guys rock and i love you ttm :D












she didnt wish me.
the one person i actually wanted.
my birthday wish was she would.
out of the so many.
she didn't

YOU THOUGHT OF US BEFORE THE WORLD BEGAN TO BREATHE.
YOU KNEW OUR NAMES BEFORE WE CAME TO BE.
YOU SAW THE VERY DAY WE FALL AWAY FROM YOU
AND HOW DESPERATELY WE NEED TO BE REDEEMED.
LORD JESUS.
COME LEAD US.
WE'RE DESPERATE FOR YOU TOUCH.

OH GREAT AND MIGHTY
WITH ONE DESIRE WE COME THAT YOU WOULD REIGN
THAT YOU WOULD REIGN IN US
WE'RE OFFERING UP OUR LIVES
A LIVING SACRIFICE
THAT YOU WOULD REIGN
THAT YOU WOULD REIGN IN US

LORD I GIVE YOU MY HEART

KINGS AND QUEENS OF CLUMSY LAND

hello.
yknow something, i hate all this "im popular and you're not" crap.
its just plain stupid.
bcos if you are going to tell me that you are more "popular" than me or im more "popular" than you,
please just shut up.
because really,
how different am i from you?
we live on the same earth right?
breathe the same air?
and im pretty sure we are just as good as each other, but you know why people have the status?
because they are better in certain areas.
i maybe......clumsy and not the best singer in the world.
but i can laugh my ass off and talk till kingdom comes.
and the best people are those that can laugh at themselves,
because it means they are the most confident.
okay, i know we ALL have to be embarrased or pai seh at SOME point in time,
so you learn together with me how to have good self-esteem and appreciate who you are.
because god has made each of us special in every single way.
no two people are alike.
even if they do have the exact same dna structure all the way down to the last vacuole of the smallest cell.
and there's really no point with social classes, why?
because just like in a game of chess.
yknow how you are so scared to let your king be in danger of getting checked?
and yet you are okay with killing off every useless pawn in your possesion.
but yknow, eventually they are all still chess pieces and will go into the SAME box.
we are not going to be judged in the end.
it just doesnt matter.



oh today was the prefect commendation.
they were all so cute in their blazers (:
and since it was commendation, teachers all left early.
i only had like 3 hours of proper lesson.
heeeheeeeeee.
and i left early too :D
did i mention i fell asleep during school :/
okay not my fault!
limelight finished REALLY late okay!
and i came home and eat macs :D
oh yeah, GOOD JOB BANDS GIRLS!
you all did damn well.
the entire school is super proud of you!!!!!!
hahahaha sat with like anna, beatrice and june.
june tan fell asleep!
HAHAHAAH and i didnt realise, but beatrice lim can scream DAMN high.
and somehow, june didnt wake up. LOL.
oh yeah, then today
joanne in charge of my row for with all i am.
HAHAHAH it was SOOOOO meant to be (:
teeehee!
oh and i took pic with limmy in her blazer! YAY
then went out with beatrice, june and val.
yoguru ftw :D
oh btw, june tan supports hamilton D:

7 days till!

HI! IM GONNA BLOG ABOUT MY DAY FOR ONCE!
joanne leong woke me up with her sms for the second day in a row (:
lol. yeah then so showered got dress and everything for church!
easter service :D
kept laughing during the puppet show.
especially at catherine's face. heehee.
and hearing mascot's voice was just plain funny shit lah.
and he was laughing at his own voice behind me. lol
yeah, and there was this weird part where the ear was cut off and they threw something to represent it.
i wonder what it was.....lol.

then worship was nice. especially afterwards where yong and the band were jamming (:
ate loads of fooddddd
chicken was shiok ttm.
then after lunch resonate was crapping like siao. heehee.
im sorry if i hit your head REALLY hard weiying and lucas! lol.
(even though you maynot read this, im sincerely apologising okay! its the thought)
HAHAHAHA anyways, then it was funny lah.
shawn nearly cried i think.
and he and celine were trying to convince me that their together.
IT WAS HILARIOUS.
they hold each other hand then celine made this awesome to die for face!
i laughed like siao and shawn though he did something wrong.
then i ask celine why she with shawn now,
then she say ian two-timing her.
lol.
ian with ying ah! tsk tsk tsk
then shawn and celine ask me to double date with them,
i said i'll bring my taylor lautner poster :D
TEEEHEEEEE.
yeah then ying pretended i was her chair the entire time man.
but she's one of the lightest people so its okay. lol.
oh did i mention, shawn looked DAMN hungover.
lol. i thought he was going to pass out. HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAA
and me and jo were laughing at lucas :D
whoo hoo! resonate rocks ttm.

then jess drop me home (:
she rocks man! super sweet and pretty!
had funny talk!
she hitchhiked david, ian and i.
i pon them to go home :D
they went on a date to sunplaza!
wah both cheating on their gf's! TSKKKKTSKTSKTSKTSK.
heeeheee.
then slept for super long and watched formula one beofre had to go pick up my specs.
its damn ugly can D:
i very sad man.
look like some retarded nerd.
lim shan says she'll laugh at me tmr

im all dusty

she's pushed me in the corner.
cause she found something better.
a newer shinier toy
that is being used as a decoy
for her to mingle with
why i plot my revenge on the sith
ignore the lame star wars joke
cause i was looking for something to rhyme with like poke.
anyway getting back,
she makes me want to throw at her a big smelly rat
cause she deserves the pain she causes me
and i'll sit back and watch her struggle in glee.
after staying it that corner collecting dust.
she'll finally get her deserving disgust.

that is the lamest poem i've ever written
funniest too i presume.
hmm...i want to unlock my blog.
but later got weirdos looking.
i dunno
DILEMMA TIME!
lol.