January 28, 2011

whoo, im so tired recently.
and i've been sick again "whoopdedoo"
okay im a wee bit high right now cause i just took another dosage of painkillers,
wet floors should be illegal.
i landed on my back again and even with my school bag to "cushion" the floor, its just as bad.
the initial shock was horrible at first but the pain hasnt worn off like the last time
and im assuming it's becausethat incident, i had time to rest whereas i rushed off for school with this one.
hmmm.... bones are funny but i've got an appointment with the chiropractor tmr,
mum's afraid it might be a trapped nerve, though i think its highly unlikely.
but how else am i getting sharp pains down my arms and legs?
sigh, why is it always me? :/
any who!
suju just arrived, sigh if only haley didn't see the tickets first.
why are parents so biased all the time?
i know they dont admit it and say they love us equally but COME ON,
it's human nature to obciously be biased to ONE kid.
it's hard NOT to pick a favourite right?
and i know this decision was made based on pure guilt, no matter how many times you guys want to deny it.
but whatever, i'm still lucky to be here i guess?
and well, everything happens for a reason so i'll live.
gosh i'm watching chopped right now,
what if life really was like this?
that if you weren't good enough, if you didn't fit the standard or criteria, you'd be cut off just like that.
no sorry, no helping you with mistakes, just a simple sentence.
you've been "chopped".
hmm maybe school isn't such a bad thing, they let you learn and make mistakes.
the working world seems so....hmmm stressful?
i can't seem to find the right word at the moment.
i might edit this post if i can think of it.
but whatever!
omg i'm in such a weird mood right now, just moving from topic to topic!
oh and my head's been SPINNING with new storylines but i can never find the time to write them down ):
there's the car shop story, the collin one, the blake one, the purity ring! AHHH TOO MANY STORYLINES.
and i'll just be stoning and i'll suddenly just think of a scene.
gosh if only i had a break to write out the entire story line :/
but, i'll survive!

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