Dawson Tales

i miss you, and i want you back in my life.

but i can't have that.

the mistake we both made, i don't know how to undo them.

i won't judge anymore, i learnt my lesson.

if only.

if only i knew that that day was the last day i would have seen you.

i would have stayed longer, i would have cherished the hug more.

i would have hung onto your words so much harder.

if only is such a sad pair of words.

it means thinking about the possibilities, if you've done something different.

i would have done so many things differently.

but that way i can't learn, we learn from our mistakes.

if we never made them, we would have never known the possible outcomes of doing certain things.

it's the only way we'll ever learn.

i would have done so many things differently if i knew this is how it'd end up

but as i think, i dont know how im suppose to learn from this