Sleeping is the only way to escape reality.
but i'm too scared to sleep.
im afraid that the thoughts i push to the back of my mind during the day,
ignite at night.
it'll become alive and then i realise that is the reality that i have to face.
that i'm not ready to face.
maybe this is why i've been trying to resist falling asleep.
but cried myself to sleep last night,
it felt so alone at 2 in the morning just thinking about so many things.
about all the problems i have lined up.
about my history paper today,
about the consequences of so many things.
sometimes i ask myself why don't i just permanently put myself to sleep.
but i know the reason.
we can't always let ourselves take the easy way out,
plus we were placed here for a purpose.
i wanna know what that purpose is.
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