
you know what the biggest problem is?
you'll probably never say my name.
no wait, let me re-phrase that.
you'll probably never know my name.
and I don't know how to feel about that.
knowing that there's this huge probability that you will never come to even know me somehow doesn't seem to affect me. maybe it's because almost everyone I've felt this way about has that same probability causing me to become numb towards having that thought. I always seem to have this thought that there's this slim chance I might actually get the oppurtunity. But this time, this time it's different. I think I've never wanted something more. And knowing that there's that huge likelihood that nothing will happen, it makes me ache like I never have before. Yet, everyday I tell myself to push that thought to the back of my head because I don't know what's in store for me and the problem is, I'm not that excited about it.
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