Angry.

Everybody around me seems to be angry and yep, I mean I can't blame them because I'm honestly angry at myself as well. I honestly think that I should have seen this coming and taken better care, I guess people are right and that sometimes you do kinda have to shrug off responsibilities because you can't be everywhere, there will always have to be a give and a take.

I'm sorry I haven't been good enough of a student, friend, leader or whatever other duties I have. Sigh, I wish I had the chance to restart, but you can't right? You've got to suck it up and tell yourself to LEARN and move on. I've told myself this since I was 14 and I'll tell myself this again: Things aren't a mistake, in life you have lessons and you've just got to make sure that you take something away from it, if not then it will end up being a mistake.

I've really got to start taking my own advice instead of giving it to people and failing to listen to myself.