It sucks to know that as much as I think these are all coincidences, I'm obviously kidding myself and just finding more ways to hurt myself. It's difficult having to have had you say things like that and yet..... yet you treat me like this. I wonder if all the things you say are in reference to me or not. And I'm angry because I wouldn't give two hoots if not for that day when we first ran into each other.
Nothing should have been said. Nothing. Because maybe my life wouldn't be more stressed than it already needs to be. I don't want to have to think about you or worry about how you think of me. But why would you give any thought right? Because honestly, who am I? Nothing.
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