Penny for your thoughts?

Sometimes I want to know what people are really thinking and like I don't want them to be politically correct and be worried about my feelings or someone else's. I want to genuinely here what someone feels or wants to shout out to the world but just can't. 

There are times people tell me things and I so desperately want to stop with the empty words that people typically say and just tell them what I think needs to be said. I think there must come a point in time where you tell the cold, hard truth to the person because you love and care for them and really want to help them. Let's stop hiding behind all the sticky sweet lies and tell the truth that can really help. I know I'm trying my best to start doing it. 

Hmm I've had several things on my mind again but it's not really a rant per se? Idk what to call it actually but I've just been getting angry with....person X. hahaha. Person X.... if you never came into my life, I think I'd be much much happier and yet when I think about where you're coming from and your intentions, I seem to be able to relax. I think it's the whole over thinking nonsense again. Sigh pie. Gotta stop this reaaaaal soon. Before it gets bad again. 

Oh and I'm really glad we're starting to get comfortable again. Hahaha the one person I could always talk to and know I'll get the cold hard truth. I've really missed being around you, we haven't had much time alone together but I know we'll have the opportunity eventually. Hearing you call me by a nickname and be okay with sitting close to me and fiddling with my hands makes me really happy and I guess I'm glad we're back to where we once were - though I guess on my side now it's completely different. Haha. Well, hope this can keep up? Sigh.