Okay... I know that to many people, this would seem ridiculous but I need to do it for myself so that I don't go wasting away the next 60 days of my life.
There's such little time left and I know that I can make a difference and that God definitely provides but I know that I have to make sacrifices as well in order to achieve the best that I possible can with the circumstances I'm facing.
I know what my biggest weaknesses are: watching variety shows and youtube.
The apps are gone and although I still have safari, I know I'll be too lazy in most situations to search for things there. So....I am now going to watch a few music videos for the last time in two months AND I DON'T CARE IF YOU'RE JUDGING ME THIS IS BREAKING MY HEART. I seem so melodramatic right now, I know, but I've always been a person who goes through phases of obsession and it's what helps me keep entertained and it's the way I find out things about what's going on in the world and what not.
So yes, I am going to go watch my favourite shows one last time and I'll be storing away my laptop unless really necessary like to look for answers or use asknlearn. Sigh :'( Goodbye old friends, I'll see you soon.
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