Just one more paper and I'm free, free from the system that I've been complaining about for who knows how long. This week with only Econs has been tough, I mean it was the paper I was most afraid of - but I managed to get through it. Managed to understand it and conquer it. I really just hope that it was enough and I know that whatever the results may be, they'll be what I deserve and they'll be for the good of my future because it'll send me wherever I'm meant to be.
I also had a good week spending time with people I hadn't gotten a chance to speak to/see in WEEKS. Monday with Shan, Thursday with Jo and Friday with Rice was just a really really good reward and break and I can't wait to have more chances to see these people soon. Sometimes simple gatherings with old friends really do being about the most joy :)
Can't wait to spend my next week with Animal Farm as well. All planned out and I'm just so glad that I know we'll be able to continue being a clique even after school ends. It really hit me hard that day knowing that I won't be spending everyday with these people anymore. But I know that's we'll continue being friends and that's more than enough for me. :) (Especially knowing that Team Fitness just started hahaha)
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I have to stop being so focused on worldy matters and trying to seek the approval of people who don't matter. I'm so frustrated because this huge part of me wants to live up to expectations and be that faithful child that I'm supposed to be. And yet, when I look at the things/people around me, I want their green light, their acceptance and love.
Why do I need that if I am already blessed with the perfect love?
Why do I care that you like her and will never like me? WHY. If it is a part of His plan it'll always be okay.
I'll miss seeing you everyday - it'll be weird after spending an entire month with you. But change will be nice, change will be good. I'll show you in January how much things will change.
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