December 1, 2013

Unthinkable.

To quote my notes from today's sermon "It should be unthinkable, UNTHINKABLE, to marry outside. We are the temple of the living God. If they're not a believer, we are then separate creatures. We do not belong together."

We do not belong together right? So I should stop wishing so hard for my desired outcome to appear. I shouldn't be thinking about you anymore because it's just a waste of my time. 

They're right, they're all right. I should be doing something productive and good with my life, not wasting it away doing all of this. I'm going to go on holiday and come back and rest, spend time with my friends, catch up on lost sleep and then work. Work to make a change in this world. Then go to University and help myself so that in the future I can help others. 

If others have so much faith in me, that I'll be great, that I'll make it and that I am not some useless piece of turd, then it should be okay right? 

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