Brighter notes.

I have been wayyyy too negative for my own good. Maybe it'll be good to try and remind myself of more things to be thankful for. 

1. SMSS girls 

Thank God for St Margs girls who some more how seem to have similar personalities when together and just get along so damn well. I know some have changed as we have left that polka dotted school, but all that exterior seems to fade away when around more of us. Been surrounded by them in Uni and I really am so grateful for them. Especially Tian and Shan who have been keeping me sane and listening to me rant all the time and taking care of me if I'm an emotional wreck or just high or tired or possibly both? Lol. But yes, definitely wouldn't be surviving without them to keep my mood up and remind me that I have them no matter what kind of crappy people I run into. (Especially to the two BFFs who really are just a phone call away and will do ANYTHING for me and are always there to guide me in the right direction <3 So much love in the whole world to the two of you, you have no idea how much I love the two of you) 

2. Cousins 

okay, I know this is the group that I take for granted the most but these guys seriously spoil me and never fail to entertain me and love me although I deserve ABSOLUTELY nothing at all. From buying me food all the time, to sending encouraging notes and even treating me to concerts :'( WAH you guys are the best la. Really should always remember how much they withstand me and constantly see me as a genuine source of laughter and entertainment. I definitely should take the effort to spend more time with them. They shaped me and taught me so many things morally& education-wise and I need to stop forgetting that I them too. 

3. Woodlands11 

Today (or should I say yesterday?) was our dedication service at church. It was where we were finally "officiated" into Woodlands11? And I mean, I am definitely thankful that we finally have a place to worship. A place to call our own is so really awesome because it's like a final home for us to be able to use and fulfil the missions that God has asked us to accomplish. Honestly, it means to much more than that man. It represents how God really provides and although at times it may seem like he doesn't hear us or he's not there, he knows that is best and he'll give it to us. HE WILL PROVIDE. He has such an amazing plan for us. As pastor reminded us earlier: We must trust, we must obey, we must entrust our lives upon him because he will provide. I gotta remember that we shouldn't sweat the little stuff and that whatever he has in store for me, IT WILL BE WORTH THE PAINFUL WAIT. It will be so much better than I expect - EXPECT GREAT THINGS FROM GOD!!!!!!! (Okay this has really lifted my mood, oh the amazement of self psyching HAHAHA) But WAH I really am quite excited right now. If it's so true (and I believe it is) that he will has things we can't even dream of, then WOW it's really just gotta be so beautiful because boy are my expectations already high lol. 

Also to add, much thanks for resonate as well because these people are SUCH inspirations to be better light and salt for Christ. The constant advice/encouragments/actions really just give me a push to be so much more active in my walk with God. Not to mention, they are so helpful with school and dealing with personal problems when they help redirect me to Him. 

4. Animal Farm 

So yes this group of people as well, probably the group that I miss the most. From seeing each other almost 7 times a week to ONCE A MONTH (which sucks), I'm really glad to know that they are a text a way. I should not doubt the amount of love that these people have for me although they seem so far away now. Especially to the noob in army, thanks for meeting me when I am dying and I know that you can pick my brain and tell me what course of action to take. (I hope you're doing better too bro.) Also much thanks to the doggie and piglet in NUS who are helping me a lot a lot a lot and are there to hear me rant (a trenddd) and whine and cry and laugh with. Really realising that I have so many more reasons to be thankful for and to smile about rather than to be emo and a depressing little poop. Also shout out to Kitty who is always there to give me advice especially with stupid boys and my spiritual walk ^^ 

So yay, this post has fulfilled it's duty of trying to cheer me up. YAY FOR AWESOME THINGS IN MY LIFE!!!!