Now?

Is there such a thing as just "not right now?", does it really mean that if it's no right now it will potentially never happen? 

Must it be now? Is waiting worth it and is it a bad thing to want to wait? 

Time check: 1am. 

Are we being logical? Are we being rational? Are we being led by God? 

I want the people who are God ordered in my life. Not some people who don't seem to want to be there. 

"You don't have to explain."