Let me tell you what sucks: That moment when, you know you're supposed to be happy because you had a good day, but you begin to think about what's to come tomorrow. And then you think about the next day and the day after that. Then, you begin to think about the past few days and how bad they've been. So then you just end up sitting on your end and crying.
Yep. Yeah. Mhm. Okay.
Well, all I can say is thank God that not many read my blog.
But for those that do, I am sorry for being emotional. Let me be clear though, I'm not sorry for being emotional. I think I have every right to be. But I am sorry that I may cause others to worry and I am sorry that I seem to show that I cannot be strong. But I will be okay, I am waiting for things that are God-ordered and willed to happen.
Here are some reminders for me to not want to begin that whole emotional process because honestly, it's not healthy and nor is it a place I want to be:
Okay pep talk over. Time to sleep and maybe wake up at 5am to do Lit. GOODNIGHT WORLD.
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