Same question

With the weight of finals beginning to pile up on my shoulders and as I try to keep afloat amongst all these readings and assignments and projects that SHOULD HAVE BEEN DONE WITH AGES AGO, I keep having this song in my mind that keeps telling me that I'm not good enough.

And I know that I'm better than this. I'm not supposed to be feeling this way. But then again, I am human and I feel and I cry and sometimes you just can't handle what is on your plate and you do what you can in order to deal.

Sometimes the worries just override the good, you know? Like as good as things may be. You may have good friends and you may have a supportive family, but sometimes things just don't turn out the way you want them to and it's tough facing rejection after rejection although you try really hard.

And therefore you ask the question: am I not good enough?

Am I not pretty enough

Is my heart too broken

Do I cry too much

Am I too outspoken

Don't I make you laugh

Should I try it harder

Why do you see right through me

I live, I breathe, 

I let it rain on me

I sleep, I wake, 

I try hard not to break

I crave, I love, 

I've waited long enough

I try as hard as I can