Blah - like my soul.

I will never be able to understand how something that can give a person so much joy, be so wrong at the same time. But I will learn that that is how life is and that misunderstandings happen and that sometimes we have to just realise that our version of happiness and God's version of happiness have two very different definitions.

On another note, have never missed old friends so much and finding comfort in strangers is nice, but terrifying. It's funny how you find friends in the people you'd least expect and yet it's a good feeling.

But then again, who's approval am I seeking here?

Don't make sense blahblahblah I want to sleep it's 4:20am omg sobbles. SOB SOB SOB. I feel like I'm 16 again.

When will I think like a 20 year old - probably when I'm 42 hor. Okay, back to studying? Sleep? Who knows. Who knows.

Maybe more like back to worrying about miscommunications and the crazy workload that doesn't make sense.