i like my new skin(: simple and nice! and plus, i can finally write in colour without it looking weird.HAHAHAHAHAAHAH >< im so tired man. today's topic was HARD. sex offenders! LOL
this house believes that there should be a national database of sex offenders. Was paired up with latifa and sanjana! omg sanjana talks so well and is so smart that its scary! im damn happy cause leigh-anne said my rebutts againts deborah was good hahahah! i actually accepted a POI im so proud of myself. LOL! HAHAHAHAHAHA. i wanna sleep! >< missed cg tonight D: jo did too. she got tuition now, wish i could talk to her. talking to jin! he so blur man(: so cute! AHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAH ellie ah! im gonna miss next week too D: AWWWW. going macau with dad for macau grand prix! YAY (: so excited :D i cant wait for tmr! going to watch double a circuit at tampinese safra with jo and clara then meet ellie for luch then RESONATE! YAY(: resonate = love. HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA i wanna go to bed now! LOL or maybe i'll wait for jo. LOL

amelia

WOW. an entire school year has flown by, so scary! LOL. and going through all the things that i've done, i really realised that i will miss many things man. First of all clique! You guys are so awesome man(: always there for me and we cried like babies today :D im so lucky that i have you guys in my life. there aren't words to describe how happy i am to be your friends. Choojia, lim shan, yuet ting and chach! even thought we all arent in the same class next year i still love each and everyone of you! <3 also i'll miss 2e4 ALOT! this class was seriously damn bonded man, even thought first semester we all had our ups and downs, today was super awesome and i love each and everyone of you(:
alicia: the awesomely squeaky one
amanda: ms fluent in korean!
jolene chan: DBSK!
marissa: captain(:
yuetting: fantastic asst. class monitress!
choo jia: HWACHONG :D
elizabeth: fringefringefringe
evelyn: bowlbowlbowljacobblack!
tabbi: jacob black the human (:
grace: first ever deskmate!
guimin: booty shake
hana: HP, twilight, HoN!
yanyee: dictionary :D
cheyne: BANANA MAN!
beatrice lee: fightfightfight!!!!!
jacqueline: was up? THE SKY! ><
rebekah: canada here i come too!
lynette: mrs leejunki :D
ariella: BOOMZXZSXSSSSZXS
valerie: THREE :D
beatricelim: ALONSOALONSOALONSO (:
lim shan: TWILIGHT!
lynnette: nailpolish!
aishwarya: dance(:
chach: CELL!
tingting: dial cleaner :D
jenisa: house of night!
sabrina: COKE ><
wen yi: class cleanliness._. HAHAHAH
ann: broken leg!
sherone: sciencesciencescience
tanen: TWIST (:
huier: ZACEFRON! classmonitress :D
tamie: FANTABULOUS it rep
jolenetan: viola!
yuxuan: SORRYSORRYSORRY! HAHAHAHA ><
jinhui: daughter :D
therese: cookie monster(:
victoria: no one!
e-wen: PIANOPIANOPIANO
rachelyam: MEANIE ><
wanying: tallest!
yeah so i really love you guys :D oh and im also gonna miss the teachers! mrs shum's awesome voice, her stories of hong kong and amsterdam! also, ms tan's shiny hair (: mrs tan's "SO LAME" catchphrase, mr goh going OKAYOKAY, ms tan pulling her shirt so many times! ms soroma's cuteness and one hand painted nails :D ARGH I WANNA CRY! LOL. but also im really looking forward to next year cause i got awesome friends in 3/5 like joanne, xintian, valerie, rachelwong, jacqueline and many others (: im so happy! YAY here are some of the awesome memories accumulated over the years!

sighhh.
i dunno what happened to my literature man
everyone got like 20 for animal farm
and i got 16. why?
it cant ONLY be bcos of lack of evidence right?
i have 13 ticks man.
and when i get 6 ticks the other time, i got 18.
WHAT'S WRONG????
animal farm sucks.
can't wait to change book D:

Still felt like crap this morning and had fever so mum said couldn't go to school.
DAMN.
i wanna know my exam results. especially literature man D:
sighhhhhh....i hope its alright. I really wanna get in to pure lit.
Science too >< i wanna know if can get into 3/5.
SHITSHITSHIT. i'm so scared.

anyway, today is two very special people's birthday!
first i wanna say,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VAL :D
i wanna wish you a very happy birthday and hope you enjoy it very much!
you shall always be my werid friend and triplet. ILY




















oh and its my mama's birthday too! HAPPY B'DAY MAMA :D lol.
wah so many ppl's birthday. im jealous ><
only 3 more days till tempted comes out!

Love, what really is it?
It's good right. They say it is one of the best feelings in the world, you get butterflies in your stomach and all you really wanna do is share it with the world and scream all with al your might about your joy and happiness. It's an awesome feeling that you wish to have every second of your life. But....that is rather unlikely. They say it is better to have been loved than loose it, rather than never have experienced it at all. So is it all worth it? Is it REALLY worth falling in love if you know you'd probably get hurt in the end? One of the best things about being in love, is being loved back. Sometimes, all I would want is to be with my second half. Do you belive in destiny? They say it's written in the stars for us to interpret. So do we always end up getting it right? Have you ever heard how we are meant for our soul mate? The greeks believe that since the couple would together make a whole and were totally perfect and meant to be fitted with each other. And since they had such magical and paradisiacal time when together, the gods decided to cause them pain and suffering by splitting them apart so that they had the task of searching for them throughout our life. So all this time, we are hunting for that single puzzle piece that is the precise fit for us. But, will i waste my time looking for it? O.O

Here's a dialouge from moulin rouge that hit me:
Satine: Besides, I can't fall in love with anyone
Christian: Can't... fall... in love? But, a life without love, that's... terrible...
Satine: No, being on the street, that's terrible.
Christian: No! Love is like oxygen!
Satine: What?
Christian: Love is a many splendored thing. Love lifts us up where we belong. All you need is love!

Toulouse-Lautrec: The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return

so what really is love and is it worth the pain? @_@

i feel like crap D:
being sick sucks

topic : FAKE PEOPLE

hello(: so today i wanna rant about FFFFFFFFAAAAAAAAAKKKKKEEEEEEEEERRRRSSSSSS!
HAHAHAHAHAHA ><
okay yeah so anyways, one thing i cannot stand about this is that when you like someone, you tend to lie and do things in order for them to fall for you or start noticing you. but what i wanna ask is what is the point? I mean, really. What is it? If the person does fall for you while you've been lying this whole time, then he didn't fall for you. He fell for the lying idiot you created. Aren't I right?(well ofcourse i am. LOL) but seriously, the people you are trying to attract would be falling for this figment that you've created. So why bother? I rather have someone hate me for who I am, then love me for who I am not. And okay, I shall admit that I have done this before - trying to get a guy's attention by being someone else - but one day, it just struck me. WHY WASTING MY TIME ON THIS PATHETIC PERSON WHO DOESN'T LOVE ME FOR ME? If this person chooses to ignore me at first, why bother wasting my precious time chasing after them by doing crazy things like dying my hair and becoming more stupid by acting all dim.
COME ON! be who you are! no reason to be afraid of doing so, if someone hates your personality then tell them to piss off! it's not they're right to judge you.

Someone once told me that you shouldn't care about how other people see you, you should only care about how you see yourself. That really hit a nerve in me because I don't care if people think i'm retarded or stupid or crazy, because I myself know I'm not. And that is what truly counts. And after pretending to be something I'm not the entire time to a particular person, all i want to do is just show the person who i really am and just pray that they like me too. That day I was writing a poem and it was truly how i felt about it. It talks about how sometimes you put up an act bcos you want to get someone's attention and all you really wanna do is just stop the scam and show the person what you are made of. So all i wanna say is, just be who you are because why bother being a person with like huge knockers and a pathetic personality because there is no point at all. LIVE, LOVE AND LAUGH (:

i got a really nice quote i wanna share:
"Laugh your heart out, Dance in the rain, Cherish the moment, Ignore the pain. Live, Laugh, Love, Forgive and Forget. Life's too short to be living with regrets" i love this quote and i wanna start living by it :D

amelia

LIVERPOOL SUCKS!
they have been totally horrible.
So far, they've lost 4 straight games in a row.
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFOOOOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUURRRRRRR.
that is ALOT.
we havent played this bad for over twenty years. THIS IS SO RETARDED.
bloody annoying man. D:
and i was just watching the game against summerland,
when i stopped we were one down and reid was just given a yellow card
i really wanna tell the people something,
FIRE RAFA BENITEZ!
its slowly tearing me apart how EVERYONE i support seem to lose or at least suck
(maybe its because i suck :D )
omg, i do not get how i can still smile as i say that. but seriously, everything i support does not succeed.

anyway, there really is proof yknow!
example:
1. ADAM LAMBER DIDN'T WIN AMERICAN IDOL
2. YANKEES HAVE NOT WON THE WORLD SERIES SINCE 2004.( the following year i started supporting)
3. KIMI RAIKKONEN HAS NOT WON THE WORLD CHAMPIONSHIP SINCE 2007(i started supporting the following year)

maybe i'm a jinx.....
it sounds totally possible. i have brought bad luck to myself and to others around me before so why not believe in it?
so maybe it is true. HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA
anyways, i wanna go sleep now.
all of you have to think about liverpool winning tonight :D
LOL

amelia(:

HELLO(:
sorry about the previous post. ><
was testing out the new skin. I LOVE IT(: orange and black. LOL.
oh btw, i've decided this blog shall be for me to rant and talk crap about celebs, sports, friends and life :D
HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA
so let us begin with our first topic(:
(if you do not understand me, i apologise in advance ><)

JON AND KATE PLUS 8


well technically, its now kate plus 8. poor jon he's all alone now. LOL
anyway, so with the latest scandals of their divorce and all they have really hit the star meeter and have been the one of many talks in hollywood lately. they've suddenly become a papprazzi magnet which i cant stand. i mean, why do i wanna see two adults walking around living their daily lives? (with the exception of hot acotrs and zac efron, ofcourse) Like now, every ten mins i get an alert from eonline syaing "JON HAS BEEN SPOTTED WITH HAYLEY" or "KATE IS GOING TO BE THE CO-HOST FOR THE VIEW THIS WEEK". i don't care if jon is being seen with his new girlfriend or if kate is doing a sketch for jayleno or whatever. its so annoying. i used to love that show bcos i wanted to see how people lived with two sets of multiples. but now, i think they are just using the show as a ploy to get more fame. It's ridiculous how they are doing all these crazy things. it's just totally stupid, like one says one thing about the other. then the next one fights back.

It's so immature. I bet the sextuplets are more mature then them, it's like a whole new fight of he siad she said. And now, everyone is forgetting one important thing when they are putting the poor family under the spotlight, WHAT ABOUT THE CHILDREN? i havent heard of any stories invloving the kids in a LONG time. its always just some random sighting or one of them doing something for the media. I think the show has totally lost its purpose for being on air in the first place. Now its just for the public to see how they're handling the divorce. I want to see how they take care of the CHILDREN! at least in singapore its still season four so no retarded fighting yet. -.-

plus i cant stand how kate treats jon. she uses him as a slapping tool. so annoying man. he's your husband kate. HUSBAND. that means for better or for worse, for rich or for poor, in sickness and in health till death do you depart. and since you treated him like a piece of crap, he went galloping for someone who he deserves. i think both of them are in the wrong man >< i also want them to keep the kids somewhere else before they get dragged into this nasty divorce. LOL

anyways, leave your comments about J&K8 on my tag board(:


amelia(:

BLAHBLAHBLAH

PARTY

hmmmmm......paranoia. I don't like it.
It makes me upset and stressed when i shouldn't be.
I'm pretty sure everyone goes through it but boy is it annoying.
You get this weird naggy feeling in the pit of your stomach that something is wrong but you can't do anything about it.
sigh....wish that weren't the case.
I need to get over it and stop being so paranoid because sometimes its not my fault but its just bad timing.
Sorry if you can't understand. I'm being extremely stupid.
Anyways, past few days i've been paranoid bcos streaming results are coming out in 9 days D:
3/5 seems so impossible D:
so many people have optioned for it and i want to get in DAMN badly.
plus, i don't think i did well enough for EOY's
I really think i could have done better......
DAMMIT. i need to remove the negative cheee from my body and relax. LOL

i need to go give myself some dosages of taylor lautner. lol

byebye
amelia

if you want some too :
click the link that is on my title

HELLO(:
its Zac Efron's birthday today!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZACHARY DAVID ALEXANDER EFRON
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA. god granted us with zac efron on 18th October 1987. LOL
so YAY!
okay now to get to the point.....
i have to wait another half an hour and the brazillian race starts ><
im super tired. i dun wanna stay up. LOL
i REALLY want barichello to win D:
cause i DO NOT want button to win. HAHAHAHAHA
i don't really know why but i don't really like button for this really weird reason. LOL
me and beatrice hace planned out the entire last race of the season :D

1: ALONSO!
2: KIMI :D
3: BARICHELLO
19: BUTTON -.-
20: LEWIS HAMILTON

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
awesome right?
but joanne and clara will scold me. LOL.
i wanna go watch now :D
HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA

byebye
amelia (:

ONE TIME

YOYOYO(:
hahahahahaahhahaha
awesome!
today super scary yknow!
lim shan, choojia and i were just watching criminal minds and suddenly
BOOMZSXSZ(im not channeling ris low, im serious)
there was an accident downstairs!
DAMN SCARY
there were two motorcycles, a HUMONGOUS bus, and a truck involved.
we weresuper kapoh and went to see :D
HAHAHAHAHAAH
there were loads of people looking too so im not kapoh! (:
TEEHEE
but it was super stupid okay?
the ambulance took FOREVER to come.
if the people were seriously injured, they would have probably died already lah please.
but praise the lord no one died. LOL
anyways, tmr got shopping and RESONATE!
YAY!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
im gonna go shower now :D
LOL

byebye
amelia(:

SEND IT ON

FREEDOM AT LAST!
yesyesyes(: im done :D celebrate good times come on!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
im sorry. super retarded today ><
anyways, today was AWESOME.
first lim shan, choo jia, yuet ting and i went to KAP for breakfast
and LS and CJ totally kept staring at this hot acs guy behind me -.-
then CJ dun wanna admit cause he from AC. HAHAHAHAHA
it was awesome lah, we gossip the whole day
anyway, after that we went to CJ's house!
super fun man (:
we played with the cat, camwhored and gossiped. LOL
TEEHEE ><
we actually did a successful jump shot!
im so happy man. lol.
but then it started to rain D:
so then we couldnt leave for vivo till pretty late so we ended up not watching movie cause we were all tired.
SADDDDD
LOL
chach met us up at vivo (:
we went to eat carl's jr. for LINNER(lunch dinner) and it was weird....;
HAHAHAHAHAH
chach spilt lemon tea on choo jia and her bag and shorts were totally drenched
so we went to camwhore and then i offered to help clean her bag with chach
we did a pretty good job
anyways, then we all camwhored somemore than went home :D
TEEHEE.
today was awesome (:
cant wait for tmr, sat, and monday :D
FANTASTICO!
LOL
i wanna sleep now.

byebye
amelia(: