Dawson Tales

I honestly have no idea why I've suddenly had this burst of pressure that I've decided to place on myself and it's making me want to just break down and cry because I know that 

1. Im not going to be able to finish studying 

2. I'm going to do badly for tomorrow's papers 

3. I'm going to have to attend the parent-teacher meeting and no way on earth am I looking forward to that. 

Sigh so many regrets running through my head right now and I just wish there was some reassurance of some sort to make me feel slightly better but no I look at how much there's left for chem and how much there is for math and I just desire to kill myself or call in sick tomorrow. Oh how much of a loser can I be honestly. Why do I do this to myself over and over again.