Dawson Tales

I went out with Ying yesterday and she really opened my mind to a lot of things. Why am I giving up? A levels isn't a test of who can memorise the most or do the most papers (well to a certain degree it is) but it is a test of character and drive and faith as to see who can pull through it. And I know I can. 

I'm not stupid, I know that I have some brains and that I have a lot of catching up to do. But with the right attitude and right mindset, God will see me through this and let his work shine through in me. Because I can do it. I may need to organise my plan and life a bit more but I definitely can do it. I'm really so happy that Ying is back. 

And I FINALLY went to Resonate today and it was super awesome and lovely being back in the community that will accept me for who I am and will always be there to remind me what is important. What I'm in now, that's a temporary state and at the end of it all, I'm going to an amazing place where everything is perfecto And as I thought about that the entire time, I wasn't able to actually comprehend that. Can you just imagine, our God is someone so perfect and just right in every way and right now I just can't seem to be able to fathom the entire thing and I'm just so happy and thankful that the one who loves me is perfect in every way. 

What can I ever do to prove myself worthy?