October 6, 2013

I don't know if I'm helping you or if I'm really just making matters worse. It seems like the harder I try, the more I push you away. Maybe I really do have to start seeing things from your perspective. I wish I really could understand you a lot better. 

I wish I could take back my words, I didn't mean them. Anger continues to get the better of me and I don't like who I am when I'm angry. I'm sorry if I hurt you when I was being blinded by my own pride. Consideration. That's what I need more of. Hm. 


Great afternoon with Dirt black and Seven babes as well as an evening with my kitty. It's been long since we've had a HTH and I'm glad I got to spend the past two days with her just talking about everything. It feels good again, I feel alive and normal. Also, I'm back to doing work and studying hahaha 35 more days. Are we ready? Well, even if we're not too bad  LOL. Sorta can't wait, I'm excited. 











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