Stupid S.

Maybe this really is going to be the last time I see you for a while. Two weeks hurt, it really hurt not knowing what you thought or how you felt, but it was nice to be free. Because even for a little while, I didn't have you clouding my mind and ruining whatever minute happiness remained in my mind. 

Being a ESFJ sucks, one of the main weaknesses I read was the need for others to acknowledge what you're doing and you're existence before you finally become happy. This causes people with the personality type to become both over thinkers and VERY needy people. Which I honestly think, SUCKS. There are some Friends who I'm pretty close to, who I've HTHed to, but I have never heard their problems in return. It's not that they don't want to share, but it seems more like they genuinely don't have anything on their mind. It seems like they really have some awesome and simple lives and I want to be able to have those same qualities that allow me to not care too much about what other people think. Because really, why is it that I care about what the majority think when in reality, they're not the ones who care about me? 

I want to learn to be able to grow as a person and be able to somehow reduce my blood pressure and allow myself to be able not overthink things but instead, enjoy moments and treasure what God has let me experienced. 

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