The more I think about it, I came to realise that the main part of this friendship seemed to last almost exactly one season. I guess I've tried everything I possibly can and I am very tired of trying and ending up feeling rejected and alone. It takes two hands to clap and I guess I need to realise that maybe you have let go and decided to put your hand down.
I'm sorry that I couldn't make you want to continue clapping, although mine had been enthusiastically clapping against yours the entire time. I guess it's true, that sometimes you walk different paths and that the same people can't walk with you and hold your hand through your entire journey. Some friendships last a lifetime. Some friendships are only meant to be for a while, to help support each other during a phase. Some probably shouldn't even be called friendships. But most people are quick to grow and become independent or find other forms of support. I guess that's when you have to let go and be that good friend and let them move on so that they can take the journey that they're meant to.
Despite it being short, it was a really beautiful friendship and I am gonna miss it. Being able to interact with you and see your take on life was an amazing experience. It was an honour to hold your hand and walk with you through life, even if it was for just 3 months.
No comments:
Post a Comment