March 14, 2015

Keep looking forward

As the days past, work seems to just grow in size. It was supposed to be E-Learning week but I feel so damn cheated because there were so many essays thrown at us I feel like I had triple the work load of a normal week? 

I finally wrote down all of my work and planned it out and it did help at first but it freaks me out that I can't seem to complete my to-do lists? I keep reading and watching all the videos that show you how to get your brain working or how to be able to wake up early or how to get your brain working and NOTHING seems to work. I never thought I could be so frustrated at myself???!!? like I'm SO much more frustrated than I was when o was trying to learn how to T-break??? I had thought I already passed my biggest challenge that would test my patience *insert angry emoji* 

Ahhhhh I cannot wait for the SEM to be over when I can finally go for more urban skate sessions and hang out with like the nicest bunch of uni people ever??? Thankfully, I've also got really nice group mates in my SOCI mod and I really thank God that we all hit off so well??? like we're already planning to take mods together next SEM lol. Sigh why do I always take so long to find people HAHAHA but I guess it's how God works in my life and I will kindly accept it. 

Been thinking about maybe starting a diet plan sigh. I hope it works, will let you in on how it goes. Gah you low-carb diet I hope I can handle you :( then again God only lets you experience something if he thinks you can handle it so I will trust in that statement. 

Slowly moving on after that talk but I wish you would stop trying to be friends at this moment. 

Also, Happy Birthday to the person that will reply "thanks I love you too" while I'm still typing her birthday message beca use she knows me that well. Not a day goes by I don't miss you. In fact, here are still days where I tear up because I can't call you and ask you to come over and I have to deal with the irritating time difference. Which isn't the best because I wake up later and sleep later than you although you're ahead lol. I am so glad the package made you so happy, I promise I'll do whatever I can to put that gorgeous smile on your face. #welcz

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