Well UMM...a lot has changed? The days get easier although I seem to be currently experiencing a series of unfortunate events LOL. Jo left last Sunday and it's been... different (?) the past week. I can't seem to find the right word but I don't think I could ever describe how much I miss this girl. If this is what a relationship feels like I honestly don't ever want to be in one HAHA. Also, I've a lot more respect for people involved in LDRs then I did before - and it was already pretty high tbh. Hope you're more settled jomobodo ❤️
I was sick the whole of Chinese New Year and majority of recess week which basically left me miserable and unable to eat ANY goodies. My sister taunting me about this didn't help either. But it was nice to be able to catch up with everyone and have good long talks with people I haven't seen in a while cause of school Especially the Lim family - they're always so welcoming and loving and protective :') cannot take it la.
To top this sickness off, just as I recovered, I proceeded to get my period. Which meant:
1. I was at my most stress because I've missed my last 5. I miss a cycle whenever I'm stressed and only get if when I'm back to normal or if I'm at the climax of my stress level and well since its midterms time, we know what that means
2. Because I missed the last 5 I was gonna be even more sick - i ended up being really pale and tired because of all the loss of bodily fluids.
3. I did not do practically ANY studying during recess week.
Sigh yeah so I basically wasted my entire recess week la HUH? I mean Hmm.. i had good times too though?
- Saw Val on Thursday and caught up although we were supposed to be listening to the prudential talk
- Made friends with more people at skate. I decided I really shouldn't care about age and gender and just yeah be more outgoing la - and they're reallyyyyy very nice people? I didn't skate cause I was dying from cramps but they all still entertained me and took care of me and ahhhh these people are so nice :') Not forgetting to mention, Lye Yee and Justin really took care of me ❤️ Cooked and made sure I was okay and bought groceries + medication, can't ask for a better pair of NUS parents HAHA.
- Studied, or at least attempted to, with Shan which ended up becoming a crazy adventure around school HAHA. Seriously man we walked soooo much it was if we were at camp la
- Met up with Monkey Fist before he left for Taiwan and really had a damn good time talking nonsense and walking around J8 and being just absolutely retarded??? Especially when we went to popular and started looking at baby name books and making fun of the meaning of our friends' names. I'll have you know, Amelia means industrious okay AND IT WILL FIT ME. (eventually)
Yeah so that was recess week? Been trying to study but I have been facing my series of unfortunate events since I came back to hall sia. Marcus is right, I'm surprised I haven't ended up in hospital? It started with me tripping coming into Eusoff and then having a chunk of flesh come off but not realising till there was blood on my floor. Then there was the incident with the cockroach in my laundry that went into my bag while it was in the laundry room downstairs :( Then I crashed into my door when I couldn't gage the distance properly and today I stabbed myself with satay sticks because I'm just plain stupid??? Yeah I'm thankful God has managed to sustain me while I attempt to save myself from not failing midterms.
OH but I came across a thought when I read someone's tweet that day - when did I start settling for mediocrity? I mean, God made me to do great things and here I am slacking & sleeping & using my phone all the time, I mean even though I should be sleeping/studying I'm blogging?? Why aren't i working hard enough to get to the level God wants me to be at so that I can be the best version of me possible??????? Watching everyone get their A level results today and hearing everyone's good news... I really just feel like I want to have one day where someone will tell me they're happy for me too and that day feel proud of me. Especially as a child of God.
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