Dawson Tales

Sometimes I'm not sure how I'm supposed to feel. Maybe it's the numbness that really has taken over. No more emotions to feel or no more tears to cry. 

Because there are really times where I don't feel the urgency or motivation anymore. Maybe because last year I did it for you, but you don't matter anymore right? So what am I doing this for? Doing this for myself seems worthless. 

I gotta do this to show shine for you, right God? But where did all my strength and mentality disappear to? Help me find it, please.