And today my heart aches from completely different reasons.
//Were you really trying? Did you? If so, why did you stop?
It scares me to think that you wanted to ask me for Night Cycling and that you still said those words.
"I'm really glad you're here, Am. I want you to know that"
My mind's so boggled. So confused. So unsure of what I mean to you.
But I must remind myself that you are but a mere individual and that it shouldn't matter that much to me.
But I miss you. I miss us. Just walking along hallways at 5 in the morning and wondering about life and of the dreams we'd get to fulfil and the adventures we chase.
I hate thinking of all the what could have beens, how scary must that be.
//"Yep, Am and I are still talking." Really? 10 weeks counts as still talking?
Sigh, what am I to do now.
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